Hey Andy, welcome. Love your username too. Many parallels in religion, jobs, life to the Shawshank Redemption. It is one of my all time fave movies.
Andy Dufresne: [in letter to Red]
Remember Red, hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.
Red: I find I'm so excited, I can barely sit still or hold a thought in my
head. I think it's the excitement only a free man can feel, a free man
at the start of a long journey whose conclusion is uncertain. I hope I
can make it across the border. I hope to see my friend and shake his
hand. I hope the Pacific is as blue as it has been in my dreams. I hope.
Edited to add: Sorry, I meant to ask you, was there one thing that woke you up or a bunch of things and if so what are/were they?