my last meeting january 1992, id not been to the meetings for about 6months, (i was ill supposedly).
forced myself back. 2weeks later i was sat at the back of the meeting, thinking to myself
"thats it i will never walk in to a kingdom hall again"
i was very calm, relaxed, happy with my decision.
got up after the prayer. said goodbye to anyone who i cared for...
and i have never been back, and never regretted it.
years later i met a former "bruver" who was a good pal who i said goodbye to that night.
and he said he could tell by the way i said goodbye to him, that i would not be back.
he's also been left for many years now.