First, I'm very sorry for what you have been through, I hope you find the justice you are looking for.
many lawyers will take a case they believe is strong enough on a contingency or conditional fee..
A contingent fee (in the United States) or conditional fee (in England and Wales) is any feefor services provided where the fee is payable only if there is a favourable result. In the law, it is defined as a "fee charged for a lawyer's services only if the lawsuit is successful or is favorably settled out of court.... Contingent fees are usually calculated as a percentage of the client's net recovery