DG,
I know that pain all too well. I lost every one of my close friends 10 years ago. Fortunately, I have found many more here and outside the Org. I still miss them, and hope someday they wake up about the cult.
I have lost all of my siblings too. Once my mother passes, I will have no family.
I have one of those phones that is on 24/7 also. If you ever need to talk let me know and I will PM you my number.
JK