Hey Big Tex. I actually did go this years Blah
But no plans for next year. In fact, I think on April 4th 2004 I have plans to smoke a lot of pot, then have lots of sex. Not till after sundown though of course
ApagaLaLuz
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What Are You Doing On April 4th,2004?
by minimus init's the memorial, and just in case you might be doing something, i thought i'd let you know where you're supposed to be.
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Out of the woods, well, getting there
by joelbear infirst, thanks for the dozens of you who sent me notes of encouragement.
i've tried to answer as many as i could but i was overwhelmed by your kind thoughts.. my suicidal thoughts have disappeared and have been gone for the past 2 weeks.
i see my therapist again next week.
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ApagaLaLuz
Hey Joel, I can relate to where you are coming from. My ex JW sister is Manic Bi-Polar, and my jw cousin commited suicide 2 years ago. I think suicide is something that at one point in everyone's life, even if it is just for a brief moment, crosses our minds. I'm so glad you are finding help for it.
Some people just need the extra help. I don't know you at all, but know that I will continue to think happy thoughts for you. My email is always open to anyone. I'm glad you were able to save yourself
*muah*
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Do You Ever Miss It?
by pettygrudger ini was in a hormonal state the last couple of days, feeling a little melancholy.....sometimes when i feel like this, i miss being a jw.
don't get me wrong, i have not intention of ever going back.
i've come to realize what i miss is the naivety, the black & white thinking, allowing the organization to pretty much guide my every thought.
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ApagaLaLuz
It was kind of like people who stay in a bad relationship simply because that's all they know. When I left I went through a culture shock. At first I missed certain people. Never the teachings though. I went to one morning of a convention once simply because I missed the schedule of. It was all I ever knew I was supposed to do. Of course the things coming out of their mouths made me sick and I left early.
Now I don't miss one thing about it. I'm not bitter, and can remember some of the good that did come out of it. But as far as missing it...... any women out there who were in an abusive relationship miss getting hit?
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To a great friend Xenawarrior.......hugs
by LyinEyes ini just feel the need to tell eveyone on this board what a great friend xenaw has been to me.
she is thoughtful ,kind, generous, funny, and trustworthy.
i know there has been alot of things said in the last few days about her and i don't know the whole story to what all is being said, has been said, about this lastest gossip.
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ApagaLaLuz
Now my post doesn't make sense. Are you practicing on dumbing down already Val? :)
*muah*
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ApagaLaLuz
What is the purpose of the stars, moons, planets? What is the big picture outside of earth?
Sorry, I know i already asked a question but I decided not to waste it asking about my hairy toes
Chevy of the 'needs a pedicure' class
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To a great friend Xenawarrior.......hugs
by LyinEyes ini just feel the need to tell eveyone on this board what a great friend xenaw has been to me.
she is thoughtful ,kind, generous, funny, and trustworthy.
i know there has been alot of things said in the last few days about her and i don't know the whole story to what all is being said, has been said, about this lastest gossip.
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ApagaLaLuz
What a coincedence Valis. I actually have this book. Though I must confess I've never actually read it, the pictures sure have been enlightening. What's up with men though think Kama Sutra is "weird?"
Anyway, anyone who plans on dumbing down for me should start with this book first
I expect a full report, including pictures tommorrow morning
Chevy, your lovely Ebonics Queen
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San Diego - Recovering & EXs - Please Post
by DamnedAt21 ini am fairly new to the san diego area.
being part of a large, well known jw family, my dfing was very difficult to deal with.
i was dfed about 2 years ago, and i am still having serious problems with the family.
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ApagaLaLuz
I'm of the 18-30 crowd. I live in the Inland Empire. About an hour and a half north or SD. I'd love to come down
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ApagaLaLuz
Hey God.... What's the purpose of those little black hairs that grow on my big toe? They're really quite a nusance and I have to shave them when I wear sandles.
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Where Were You on This Date 22 Years Ago?
by Robdar init was 22 years ago tonight that john lennon died, gunned down by an insane fan, mark david chapman.
i was making brownies and my first husband was watching monday night football.
he called me to the living room and i heard howard cosell make the announcement.
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ApagaLaLuz
well considering I would have been about 14 months old, I'd say I was probably crapping myself and watching Bonanza.
I did love what John Lennon stood for though. There's a wierd cockamamie theory that John Lennon and the Beattles, Pink Floyd, and the band Tool have members who are aliens among us. The theory says that the lay lines of crop circles in the eastern hemisphere run directly through the recording studio on Abby Road. The theory is that the composition of the three band's music mathmatically consists of the same patterns as found in the crop circles. I'll try to post a link to the website once I find it. So who knows maybe Lennon and Maynard are both trying to warn the world :)
p.s. the license plate holder on my truck reads "you may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one." It used to read "screw spoiled, I pay for it myself."
Chevy, of the 'where in the world do I come up with these things' class
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To a great friend Xenawarrior.......hugs
by LyinEyes ini just feel the need to tell eveyone on this board what a great friend xenaw has been to me.
she is thoughtful ,kind, generous, funny, and trustworthy.
i know there has been alot of things said in the last few days about her and i don't know the whole story to what all is being said, has been said, about this lastest gossip.
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ApagaLaLuz
Hey Xena gurl, can I borrow some of your class?
p.s. Valis, I've never had anyone offer to dumb down for lil' ol' me. It's the nicest thing anyone's ever offered. And in the spirit of compromise, I would be willing to read a book for you. :) j/k
Chevy of the 'trying to borrow some class' class