I just got back from lunch. I took the advice and took a walk. I also went ahead and got a Flu/H1N1 shot. I haven't had a flu shot since middle school. I'll probably get shot or hit by a bus making the flu shot invalid. At any rate it did feel good taking a walk through downtown, but I always take a walk during my lunch break. And again thats what frightens me. There is nothing different about day from any other day in my life that I can recall. I have to admit its really strange. My confidence is just a lil tarnished. I've always prided myself on being willing to go toe to toe with a grizzly if I had to. After today though, I don't know anymore. I feel like a coward, but I don't know what I'm cowering from. Friggin weird man. I've taken Xanax in the past for exciting times, but this was different, very different. I'm nervous from nothing. SMH Thats what made me think its age related. I don't like this getting older thing.
Poopsie , I find it hard to look forward to more experiences at least not today anyway. Tommorrow I'll probably be staight, I hope anyway . Right now, the future looks empty and white, sorta like a blank post before you type anything and hit submit. I just see nothing right now. Absolutely nothing. I hate to come off melodramatic or anything, I'm not an overly emotional guy, but this feeling was something new today.
Journey, I'm wondering if its leaning more on boredom than anything. I loved this job when I started last year, but I have sorta reached a dull moment doing it. I'm about ready to sink my teeth in something else.
Grandma thanks for sharing your experiences, I hope I dont have any Lu-Lu's as you put them LOL. Lu-Lu's sounds like something from a WB cartoon.
Curious, thanks for the thought. I'll keep an eye on it.
edit this post, I don't know why medical tape is so sticky. My shoulder is a little hairy, it hurts taking the tape off after a shot.