You look back on stages in your life and only realize later it was the best of times. My favourite moment was going to pick the kids up from school (which she would remind me to do!) and see her staring intently out of the window looking for "her people" to appear
They always say you’re often not aware of when you actually are truly happy.....but my life has not been easy so believe me I was fully aware that when I would pick my kids up from school with my dog by my side, all the regular dogs all lined up waiting for the kids, I knew it as the happiest time of my life. I had to wait until my 40s but it was worth it llol!!
Benefit of lockdown has been my siblings having time to speak with me lol. Getting to know what my kids are learning at school instead of having to wring it out of them!! And getting to know teachers better, secondary school communication with parents is usually appalling!!