I think eventually you will get away from the JW stigma that we are left with. That is why we flock (for lack of a better word) to these sites. I have found myself drifting away lately and in fact I hardly post anymore, but I am constantly aware of anything and everything JW that is going on around me. When people start talking about it, my ears perk up and I pay close attention. Maybe someday I won't even do that. Who knows. At least I feel like I am getting farther away from it.
Jen