Reading through all of your comments is encouraging.
Growing up as JW never allowed me to have an opinion of my own, the Watchtower Org' told me what my opinion should be on all matters...........and God would find some way to punish me if I had the audacity to ignore what he told me through his FDS/GB
I never wanted to be like the head nodders at the meetings ooohing & aaahing over some trivial 'new light' & yet I wanted their certainty, their assured hope of the New World & living forever in paradise.
Why was I troubled by so many questions & they weren't.
Why would god be happy with non thinkers & not be pleased I was using the brain he gave me to think logically.
And yes why did prophecy have to have a second fulfillment.
Why did the trumpet blasts of Revelation get fulfilled at the Cedar Point Ohio convention..........where NONE of the 'New Light' that shone out at that assembly is now believed by today's JW's.
Hoab