((((((Brenda)))))))
hoping you come back from chemo to see all these wonderful comments for you.
I agree, the bad days will be 2 - 3 days afterwards. A good mental attitude is worth a lot. You are such a strong lady. Keep the rainbow in front of you.
I couldn't help but think when you said: "So why do I feel so utterly alone depsite the love and prayers and actions of so many?" that you are facing what every human has to face......our own eventuality............it comes down to being at peace with oneself.
Know you are loved.
Joy
ps. love your new avitar pic. Sedona........beautiful.