Damn good job, AuldSoul
Well written and very well documented.
Jst
thoughts?
comments?.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/faithful_and_discreet_slave.
Damn good job, AuldSoul
Well written and very well documented.
Jst
just a few minutes ago i happen to look down at my odometer and it was rolling up the last zero for 144,000.
at the same moment i looked to my right and i happen to be passing the kingdum hall.
is god sending me a message????
AlmostAtheist,
Would it have been enough if a big bird would have dumped on your head?
Megadude,
You seem to be feeling good. Had any spooky experiences lately?
Bikerchic,
As far as God communicating with us, I guess you would have to believe in the big guy in the sky to think that,
I often tell people, if I have to believe in a "guy in the sky", I'm an atheist. But what do I do with the fact that nearly every major theroretical physicist in the past century believed in something spiritual. I doubt even Jesus believed in the "guy in the sky" concept that Christendom promotes. I wonder if dismissing the 'guy in the sky' notion is a step toward the next level of spirituality?
jst
just a few minutes ago i happen to look down at my odometer and it was rolling up the last zero for 144,000.
at the same moment i looked to my right and i happen to be passing the kingdum hall.
is god sending me a message????
Just a few minutes ago I happen to look down at my odometer and it was rolling up the last zero for 144,000. At the same moment I looked to my right and I happen to be passing the Kingdum Hall. Is God sending me a message?????Yes, He is; but like all His messages you have to figure out what it means. Some possible interpretations: 1. Your car is anointed, keep it forever. 2. The full number has come in, get a new car immediately.
OK, lets go with this.
1. Your car is anointed, keep it forever. 2. The full number has come in, get a new car immediately. 3. The full number has come in and God revealed it to an Apostate in front of the KH instead of a JW maybe some other ideas?
jst
just a few minutes ago i happen to look down at my odometer and it was rolling up the last zero for 144,000.
at the same moment i looked to my right and i happen to be passing the kingdum hall.
is god sending me a message????
Getting a bad, bleeding paper cut as you begin to rip your blood card to shreds?
LOL, Good one Dave. But that may imply God was telling you not to destroy the blood card. Oh, who cares. ITs funny.
Jst
just a few minutes ago i happen to look down at my odometer and it was rolling up the last zero for 144,000.
at the same moment i looked to my right and i happen to be passing the kingdum hall.
is god sending me a message????
Just a few minutes ago I happen to look down at my odometer and it was rolling up the last zero for 144,000. At the same moment I looked to my right and I happen to be passing the Kingdum Hall. Is God sending me a message????? NOT! Can you come up with some coincidences of the opposite sort, like passing the KH and your odometer saying 666 ? Just for fun. Jst2
a lot has happened to me since march.
i have learned so much.
i hesitated to put this out in jwd, but i now think that if it helps one person, it will have been worth it.
((((((Jez)))))
That was full of profound insights. I hope this stays on top a long time for those thinking about doing the same for friends or family.
Jst2
i'd recaptured the "community," (or, perhaps, better said: the "community" had recaptured me).
my wife and i were invited to one party after another, old friends, and new friends.
indeed, there was a considerable degree of subliminal suspicion about me; after all, i'd been dfd, and who knew what i really thought?
Craig,
I opened the lower drawer of my dresser drawer, and pulled out the 0.38 Special I'd bought many years before (for target practice). I checked to make sure it was loaded, laid myself on the bed, pulled back the cock, and put the barrel up into my mouth.As I pulled on the trigger, my religious fears overcame me: I was about to destroy any chance I had for a resurrection.
What a moment. I sympathize. I had far less reason to try the same thing with a dull carpet knife on the wrist. I was too stupid to anticipate how much that would hurt.
Maybe in some way our survival and hopefully a balanced happy life after the WT is the best condemnation of the fraudulous organization.
Jst2laws
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oh noooo!
lmao eh screwed that up..see post below..
Dear Candidlynuts,
Are you concerned? You may be at risk of the bird influenza.
Steve
as mr. spock would often say: "interesting, very interesting.".
posting the first several parts of my life story evoked an emotional response in me that i didn't fully anticipate; thus the angst.
as i've pondered what happened next, (and maybe this is one of the very best things i can derive from sharing my experiences!
Hello Craig,
Well, I'm back for a moment and just caught up again on your 'Life story'.
I went down to the local quick-stop store, bought a pack of cigarettes, came back and sat on the front steps of our apartment, said a prayer to Jehovah to protect me from the demons (in case I was wrong about all this), and had my first smoke.
LOL, just "in case". Yeah, we slowly test out these things but with that nagging fear- what if we are wrong? I have been out only a few years now but I'm still testing some long held beliefs, looking over both shoulders now and then wondering if the big hammer I feared is coming down. Deprogramming is a slow process.
Looking forward to the next in the series.
Steve
i remember one of my last talks, it was a bible reading, i was 15, and on crutches.
i tripped getting up on the platform and took the mic stand with me.
that was embarrassing.
Wow,
I was assigned to give the public talk in the Rockaway Beach, NY congregation. As was my habbit I went to the bath room just before the song so I would not be pestered by my bladder while giving the talk. But the elastic band of my shorts slipped from my thumb while . . .err . . releaving myself . . . and snapped up causing a fumbling emergency to relocate it and pull it back. The result was a large, embarrassing whet spot from my sipper down almost to my knee.
I was a bethelite and on the bethel speaking list so I of the mind set that failing to fulfill my "theocratic" assignment was out of the question. I took my pants off and shock them frantically until the song was over as if I could produce enough wind to evaporate the evidence. I slipped my pants back on during the prayer and stepped up on the stage as the chairman exited hoping no one would notice my accident. My only consulation is that by the end of the Watchtower study either they had forgotten or they were as embarrassed as I was and dared not mention it.
STeve