Hi Tammy,
Thanks for your so very honest response. Even saying you almost never read the Bible other than to look up passages. I also appreciate your comments about why you look up passages. Humans are social animals we survive and thrive in large part because we're willing to help each others. That is what makes the shunning policies of Jehovah's Witnesses particularily cruel.
The cost of an explanation, "cheaper", as I put, is often called Occams Razor. It is the observation that given two possible explanations it is most often true the most economical one is the truth. My moral dilemma comment hints at the problem of suffering, which I don't think is actually easy to dismiss without being illogical. As Witnesses we were told suffering was the result of Adam and Eve being disobedient. We were also told, Jesus, through his father Jehovah, was the creator of all things, including life on earth. This makes the answer to suffering illogical, since a rabbit suffers when it is attacked and killed by a wolf in the same physical way a human child would suffer if they were the object of attack. Yet we would here need to assume, Jehovah through Jesus, would have worked through all the design elements of a wolf would know such would lead to suffering. Likewise humans get cancer and die, it is assume because of sin (Romans 5:12), but dogs also get cancer and suffer in the same way, although we wouldn't assume they too inherited sin from the disobedience of Adam and Eve. I appreciate some Christians argue for a universal application here to cover that -- but I suspect they do so, not because it it logical, but because they've spotted the problem of suffering and are trying to answer it.
As I read this thread I think my thoughts on the steel box are incomplete. It is obvious that we can carry concepts of people, ones not present and even purely imagined ones in our minds. But to suggest Christ is Holy Spirit implies an external entity that can effect you, within your mind, regardless of any barriers. I doesn't matter where you are, it doesn't matter what language you know. This is what I mean by incredible power to communicate. Consider this post, I am writing this in my home in Chandler, AZ. I happen to run Firefox on Ubuntu GNU/Linux. Each character that I type involves literally 100s of thousands of computer instructions being accurately processed within my home computer. But this is only the start, a number of computers connected to the world-wide Internet will process this data, mostly store it and forward it upon demand, until finally it reaches your screen, where you can read it. If you're blind more technology would be used to read the text back to you. If you didn't understand written English our communication break down. If you went into a steel box with no connection to the Internet my message could not reach you. Yet, Christ as a Holy Spirit, effortlessly overcomes any barrier.
On the subject of Bible reading, I would encourage you to read through the Bible from Genesis to Revelation. When I was one of Jehovah's Witnesses I eventually was appointed as a ministerial servant then later as an elder. I felt a bit bad that while I had read many large sections of the Bible, even as an elder, I had not read it cover to cover. Since I was riding the bus to work, I used that opportunity to accomplish this task. I feel there is a real difference between how isolated verses sound compared to reading the entire context. I was so thrilled to complete the Bible, I decided to read all the major Holy Books, starting next the Quran, which I read. Then the Book of Mormon, which I started but stopped. I finally got back to the Book of Mormon after I left the faith in 2007. I was encouraged to read it by a co-worker who knew I left the faith, so I did, including the saying the Moroni prayer that is suggested at the end -- that prayer was not answered.
When you serve as an MS or Elder and you have children, as I do, it is required that you have a family Bible study. I think like most, my children did not enjoy yet another sit down Bible study, considering how much we did as Witnesses already. So I eventually reduce it down to reading 2 pages of Bible most week days. When I left the faith in 07, even though I was by that point an atheist, I saw no reason to stop the Bible reading program. Last night we just finished up Philemon and started on Hebrews. So I am close to completing the Bible for the second time. I should mentioned I did make one adjustment after leaving the faith, we read 2 pages of the Bible followed by 4 pages from another book I think my youngest (she is 9) will enjoy. Thus we're nearly complete on the 2nd book of the Harry Potter series. Reading HP was not something I would have allowed while in the faith, but I must say I've really enjoyed these books.
Cheers,
-Randy