Fisherman
The scriptures are the authority. They tell you not to put your trust in men. The Apostles were directly appointed by Christ to lay the foundation for faith by believing in their word.
Your trust is in men and their word and that is why you are not saved, you are not a child of God, you do not know or have a relationship with Jesus Christ as all New Testament Christians did.
Your faith is in the interpretations of men that contradict the clear salvation teachings of the Apostles and substitute a potential survival message in its place.
You have nothing but the empty promises of men who give you a false hope of earning your salvation. And there is no joy or abundance in that.