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  Any suggestions for a birthday gift. 1st time. (hee hee)

  by lil.lady.03 in

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  so my bf's birtday is tomorrow.

  he says i don't have to get anything and since i'm a jw he won't press me to do anthing.

  but i'm like screw thatm i want to get him somethign just because!.

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  In these Last Days (of mine) High Anxiety. Critical Times. Hard to deal with

  by lil.lady.03 in

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  2. experiences

  i really have been trying to fade quickly and with little amount of noise or rukus!.

  this past month has proven to be one of the most stressfuly ever.. my mom and i are 'discussing' just about everyday me not going to the meetingsand my reasons why.. she keeps pushing me to go.

  even tonight asked me to go with her to her.

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  An email I got. I don't know how to respond

  by lil.lady.03 in

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  2. experiences

  ...or if i should reposnd.. hey there lady!

  just dropping a line because i have been very concerned about you.

  i know you do school and work and trying to learn a language-that is a lot of work!

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  crying at my grandma's house

  by lil.lady.03 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i don't know why i'm telling you all this, but i broke down in tears today.. .

  i went to my grandma and grandpa's today just to visit.. most of my early memories are being with my grandma out in service while my mom was off to work.. .

  i looked at her today.

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  I didn't even know i WAS an apostate!

  by GrandmaJones in

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  i am currently just sick with grief.

  i can't believe this is happening to me.

  all the jokes i've made about me never "falling out of the truth" and self confidence about my spirituality.

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  No Spiritual Heritage

  by serenitynow! in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  for the born/raised ins, do you feel that you no longer have a spiritual heritage/background/traditions?

  i was sitting at my desk absentmindedly humming a "kingdom melody" from the brown songbook, when i realized what i was doing and made myself stop.

  there were songs that i really enjoyed.

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  Email I sent to mom after huge fight today

  by meangirl in

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  2. experiences

  well my mom and i got into a pretty bad argument today over the phone.

  it basically came down to the fact that she couldn't handle what i was saying about the organization, etc and all she could come back to me was that i "hated her?

  " i guess i just wanted to share and vent a little too....thanks for letting me do so.. .

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  Looking back I Missed out on a lot

  by lil.lady.03 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  so i'm thinking back to all the things i ever wanted to do when i was little.

  and could not do because, anything i wanted to do was bad association or just bad.. when i was 4, i wanted to do gymnastics.. "no.

  you get pulled into nationalism and develop a competive spirit.".

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  Reverse Shunning

  by gutted in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i have a confession.

  i am using reverse shunning.. i have ignored the elders calls.

  i do not want to hang out with witnesses anymore (besides my family and one friend).

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  if you only knew (1st Post here)

  by lil.lady.03 in

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  i've been in pain too long.

  i have this whole entry i want to post but i don't know if it is too long to read.

  i'll post it in parts.

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