so its my first and im feeling uncomfortable, i want to go ahead and do it,
all the trimmings everything but i havnt done it in 20 years and it still feels weird,
anyone else ever had this prob when they first left jws,
im a fader and im writing a letter in a bit to and sending it to elders telling them im not coming back and to leave me alone,
so iv not gone in like a year now,
how did u lot feel when u first did christmas?