Joel and everyone,
I'm somewhat better today. I'm just so tired of feeling like crap all of the time. I went to see my parents and no one even wanted to talk about Jon with me. This was the first time in 8 years that he wasn't with me for a trip home and they all just acted like nothing was different. Mabey I just take things too personally but that just really ticked me off, and then I got depressed and have been that way since. I did call my Dr. and am going to see him Monday so mabey he can get me on some new anti depressants, the ones I have now don't seem to be doing much good. I'm sorry if I scared anyone.
Take care,
Kevin