ahhhh!!!
lately it enrages me to read all the bs on the watchower!!!!!!!
when i started my fade i felt sad and quietly resentful, but now i'm just flat-out angry!!!!.
AHHHH!!! Lately it enrages me to read all the BS on the watchower!!!!!!! When I started my fade I felt sad and quietly resentful, but now I'm just flat-out angry!!!!
I HATE THAT ORGANIZATION SO MUCH!!!!!
HATE their hipocrisy...
HATE their self-righteousness...
HATE how they act all innocent....
AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
Please help me see them in a compassionate way..... I'm not a person who hates anything or anyone.... I just wanna cry!!!! I want my happy family back!!!!!!!!!!
wow i just got your christmas card today jan 27th.
your a beautiful girl thank you so much.. i do hope your well & thank you again it was so sweet of you.
mouthy grace.
awww!! I just saw this. Thanks Mouthy, so glad you finally got it ^^ Mexican postal service said it'd be there before december 25th, guess they meant of 2011 XD I'm just glad it got delivered at all hehe.
its 3 years since i (we) left, we somehow didn't have a committee or anything, but were able to leave with no friends, but still able to have contact with my jw mom.
in these 3 years of "learing" how to get and have friends that aren't witnesses its been quite the learning curve.
how do you meet people?
To be perfectly honest, i do miss my witness friends at times. I think it's easier to find a good witness friend, than a good worldly friend. I also travel a lot and never used to worry about accomodation. You can't deny it's harder to crash on a worldly stranger's home than a witness stranger....
i haven't seen anyone talk about the bird deaths that have happened in arkansas and california.
my wife brought this up last night in a way that made me think that she thought there was something apocalypse-ish about it.
i told her that mass dyings happen all the time, but are usually unreported.. what do you guys think could be the cause?.
@undercover hahaha that's awesome. i hadn't heard about the birds until just now but i was starting to worry armageddon was here after the fantastic New Year celebration (first ever) i had XD
i haven't posted in a while, it's just that i've been so busy with my new life!!
i'm so glad i left the org, and so is my brother.
i feel so much happier, i'm at peace, i don't have that feeling like something's missing anymore.
:D
thank you everyone. i certainly hope things will stay this way and i wish with all my heart that everyone trapped in the WT org can eventually find their way out. it's sooooo worth it!!
he was an interesting presence on this board.
he had integral knowledge about bethel and the like.
i am an emotional guy too so i can kind of relate to why he left.. but, you gotta get thick skin on the forum.
I didn't realize what was going on here after the first few posts... I'll run away now!
he was an interesting presence on this board.
he had integral knowledge about bethel and the like.
i am an emotional guy too so i can kind of relate to why he left.. but, you gotta get thick skin on the forum.
Brotherdan was the first person i e-mailed with about leaving the org. He helped me so much... I was very sad to see him leave. But if he's happier now, then I'm happy for him.
- Lux
i haven't posted in a while, it's just that i've been so busy with my new life!!
i'm so glad i left the org, and so is my brother.
i feel so much happier, i'm at peace, i don't have that feeling like something's missing anymore.
I haven't posted in a while, it's just that i've been so busy with my new life!! I'm so glad i left the org, and so is my brother. I feel so much happier, i'm at peace, i don't have that feeling like something's missing anymore. And I've made new friends who are great people. I have a new job that i'm loving. And I celebrated the new year for the first time :P That was a lot of fun ^^. My birthday is coming up and I'm curious about that date from my new perspective.
I know it feels this way because everything is new to me, but deep inside I know that even if things become less intense in time, there's no way I'll ever want to go back to the pain and repression i felt as a witness.
My parents and witness brothers are respecting our decission and won't tell on us. So our fade is working great and our respective elders have stopped chasing after us.
I just really wanted to let you all know I'm having the time of my life, and THANK YOU for helping me make the right choice when I was confused. You guys inspired me :)
So I wish the best of all for you and hope you have a great year ^^
- Lux
i will volunteer to coordinate this.. if you would like a card sent to you or send a card, pm me your mailing address and a name the post office will deliver to.. what do you think the cut off date should be for sending the exchange lists out to everyone?.
do you want it pm'd or e-mailed (if emailed send your email address with your snail mail.. i know that cards going overseas can take longer.. .
blondie.
Awww! Glad you liked them ^^
I'm actually still holding my breath because i've been out of town for a couple weeks and won't be back until like February!! So I'll get to see them all super late haha, but i'm excited!
Same goes for Secret Santa.
these are the songs that describe my 2010 (in that order):.
1) where is the love - black eyes peas .
"madness is what you demonstrate....can you practice what you preach and would you turn the other cheek?
Thanks CHG. Losing my religion took a whole different meaning and protagonism in my life when I thought of leaving the Witnesses. It's sort of empowering, isn't it?
