Posts by FifthOfNovember

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The Most bizzare & Scariest thing happened to me last night

by dm6 in

hello everybody.. i wanted to share something with you all about something that happened to me last night.. i usually get these things called sleep paralysis, which is where you are alseep and you wake up and you think, oh ill get up now or soemthing, so you go to get up and you cant.. your actually paralysed.

but the strange thign is your awake....?

its very very hard to explain.

FifthOfNovember

Oh my god...

I've had sleep paralysis happen to me twice in my life. Hands down the scariest shit I've ever gone through. The first time, my eyes open up, I can't move and there is a creature putting sensors on my head, conducting tests on me. And one was standing over me watching. I tried my hardest to scream or move (I think I was trying to punch it) but I couldn't do anything. I mean, sure that doesn't sound scary but it seemed so real.

The second time it happened I didn't see anything but I just felt like something was approaching me. I didn't even remember falling asleep for this one so it seemed like I went straight from being awake to this happening. Everything loudly powered down, the fan next to me slowed to a halt, and I just felt like something was approaching, coming to get me. While it was happening, I felt like I was shaking a lot, trying to move but when I snapped out of it I realized I didn't move at all and the fan was still running, and my alarm clock wasn't blinking so the power hadn't gone out.

Honestly, I'd never want anyone to go through this. It's the scariest thing that has ever happened to me. You just feel nothing but fear, and the fact that you're awake, it seems so real, and you can't move or scream makes it horrible.

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I could really use some advice :(

by FifthOfNovember in

okay, here's some background information.. my girlfriend is in a program at a college about 30 minutes away.

she can only come home on the weekends and i usually go over once a week to visit.

there is a guy there that she hangs out with quite a bit, she's mentioned how he is really nice and funny.

FifthOfNovember

What I mean is, I'm sure everyone here is just thinking we're a couple of college kids who aren't serious about our relationship. But no one understands just how untrue that is. But thanks. >.>

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Remote Viewing-has anyone heard of this or tried this?

by PaintedToeNail in

jw
friends

i read an article on this 5 years ago or so and came upon this topic again in reviewing a book on amazon.

it entails what i think was called 'quantum entanglement', and supposedly used by the cia & the military.

it sounds fascinating to me..

FifthOfNovember

That's what predator drones are for!

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Did you ever get stumped in the ministry?

by NewChapter in

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friends

i got into a tiny discussion with a return visit about the cross.

i confidently informed her that the cross was a pagan symbol not used by christians.

the romans were pagans, so they used a pagan symbol.

FifthOfNovember

I was just a kid/teenager when I went door to door, so if someone started arguing, the person I was with would usually take over, saving me from embarassment.

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I could really use some advice :(

by FifthOfNovember in

okay, here's some background information.. my girlfriend is in a program at a college about 30 minutes away.

she can only come home on the weekends and i usually go over once a week to visit.

there is a guy there that she hangs out with quite a bit, she's mentioned how he is really nice and funny.

FifthOfNovember

Just thought I'd give you all an update.

We talked last night again, I asked her about the kiss question, she told me it was just to get a perspective on how mad I was. I kept pressing the issue, since I was still unsure, and now sincerely believe her. We talked about her hanging out with him, I told her I wasn't going be a controlling boyfriend and tell her who she can and can't hang out with, but I said it would make me feel better and I thought it would be better for us if she didn't (I still felt like a controlling jerk for saying that but whatever, she thought it would be a good idea). Since her program basically requires her to be around him she said that would be the only time she would see him from now on. She also said that they never hung out alone, it was always with other people. We talked some more, assuring eachother that we weren't interested in seeing other people. She brought up the idea of getting promise rings and I thought it would be a good idea. So this week when I go over to see her we're going to go to the mall and look around for rings. And I'll get to see her five days in a row, so it should be a good week.

I'm sure none of you understand just how close we are, but we completely trust eachother, and would hate nothing more than breaking up. I am so glad I decided to bring this up again with her because I feel like we are so much closer. This week was probably one of the roughest for our relationship, we were a bit edgy all week and once we recovered from that, this came up. Things are basically back to normal now, honestly, things might be better than ever. And I don't mean to be rude, but I'm glad I didn't take anyone's advice here. Except for rebel8's, I definitely feel talking is always the best thing. We realized just how strong of a relationship we have and look forward to the future, because we plan on staying together for a long time.

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I could really use some advice :(

by FifthOfNovember in

okay, here's some background information.. my girlfriend is in a program at a college about 30 minutes away.

she can only come home on the weekends and i usually go over once a week to visit.

there is a guy there that she hangs out with quite a bit, she's mentioned how he is really nice and funny.

FifthOfNovember

I appreciate the comments and I'm not sure if this confused anyone or not but she didn't ask me for permission to kiss him. She was asking, if she would have kissed him would I be mad?

And I know I made it sound like she wants to be with him too but I really don't think she's looking for someone else.

Basically, I think this. Since there aren't too many people in the program she's in she was obviously looking for someone to hang out with. She started talking to this guy, fully intent on just making a new friend. But the more she talked to him, the more he began to like her, and she began to develop a small crush. I don't think she has any intention of being with him though.

Now, she's scared to death I'm going to leave her. Honestly, she is the sweetest, most kind girl in the world, we've had a flawless relationship before this and I would hate to leave her. Rebel8, I definitely plan on doing that tonight.

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I could really use some advice :(

by FifthOfNovember in

okay, here's some background information.. my girlfriend is in a program at a college about 30 minutes away.

she can only come home on the weekends and i usually go over once a week to visit.

there is a guy there that she hangs out with quite a bit, she's mentioned how he is really nice and funny.

FifthOfNovember

I'm going to go with naive. I'm sure she thought of him as a friend for a while, she probably assumed that's how she would always feel. The other day she said that having a small crush on someone was normal, sure I'll agree with that. But being around that person all the time? Not so much.

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I could really use some advice :(

by FifthOfNovember in

okay, here's some background information.. my girlfriend is in a program at a college about 30 minutes away.

she can only come home on the weekends and i usually go over once a week to visit.

there is a guy there that she hangs out with quite a bit, she's mentioned how he is really nice and funny.

FifthOfNovember

Talesin, I don't think she was implying that she considered it. I think what was meant was "Would you be even more mad if we had kissed?" That's assuming they didn't. And if they did I know it would definitely be over, because that would destroy all the trust needed to make a long distance relationship work.

I'd just also like to say, she is a really sweet, honest person. She really is a great girl. But things can happen unfortunately.

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I could really use some advice :(

by FifthOfNovember in

okay, here's some background information.. my girlfriend is in a program at a college about 30 minutes away.

she can only come home on the weekends and i usually go over once a week to visit.

there is a guy there that she hangs out with quite a bit, she's mentioned how he is really nice and funny.

FifthOfNovember

I'd just also like to say that so far we have had no other problems in our relationship. And today she sent me a message saying she hoped her honesty didn't ruin anything, and how terrified she is of losing me, and how much I mean to her.

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I could really use some advice :(

by FifthOfNovember in

okay, here's some background information.. my girlfriend is in a program at a college about 30 minutes away.

she can only come home on the weekends and i usually go over once a week to visit.

there is a guy there that she hangs out with quite a bit, she's mentioned how he is really nice and funny.

FifthOfNovember

Okay, here's some background information.

My girlfriend is in a program at a college about 30 minutes away. She can only come home on the weekends and I usually go over once a week to visit. There is a guy there that she hangs out with quite a bit, she's mentioned how he is really nice and funny. Sure, I was a little jealous at first but I didn't let her know that. But she was hanging around him so much that another person in the program thought something was going on between them. After that, I told her it bothered me a little that she was hanging out with him so much that somebody thinks that something is going on. She repeatedly told me that he is only a friend and nothing will happen.

Now, this is where the problem really starts. The other day she told me that the guy she has been talking to told her he has feelings for her. When she was telling me this, she also said she developed a small crush on him but tried to make it seem like it's not a big deal. I got upset and we talked a little and eventually she asked this. "Would you be mad if we kissed?" I told her I would. Then she said that they didn't. But what's worrying me is, why would she ask that in the first place? I asked her a few times if they did and she said no. I plan on asking again because something doesn't feel right.

Now, I am really worried because this fall I'll be going three hours away for college. She's only 30 minutes away and I feel like our relationship is falling apart. If our relationship even makes it through the summer, what the hell is going to happen in the fall?

I just needed to tell someone this because there isn't really anyone I feel like telling this to in real life. Thanks.