Posts by itsibitsybrainbutbigenoughtosmellarat

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My wife and I are lonely....I know too bad....

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I am considering suicide...

by Nebeska Nada in

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under the wheels of a train.... .

i feel really bad.... i don't want to be in the cult anymore.... .

i was thinking about that whole meeting today.... .

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Time lost is time lost but isn't it a blessing to know what is truth and what isn't? Free , Free at last........ you been a slave so long it takes time to acclimate. Read, read read .... if you think it will help you here about others escape. If not then go to school or just look at all the avenues open now for improving yourself. Some books are, 30 years a slave of the WT, Crisis of Conscience by Franz and even the new book by Rob Bell "Love Wins"

it shows that that all is not lost for you or me. No way is it lost, no way .....be of good cheer and work your way free.

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I am a JWN apostate, I have been removed from here.

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Boy this strikes a cord with me as well. All I can say is don't waste a minute more, you've lost a lot of time, as did I. I hope you come to terms with it and keep seeking knowledge of everything. But, remember that "knowledge 'can' puff up but love builds up." The study of real history and spirituality is worth it.

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I think an undercover apostate was sitting near me at the meeting this afternoon

by hoser in

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this brother was sitting near me today at the hall and when the public speaker started talking about the signs of the last days this guy started whispering something to his wife and kind of mocking the speaker in a quiet voice.

his wife looked really pissed off.. i've suspected this guy before by some of the stuff he's said and done and some of the #3 talks hes given he's gone off the assigned topic quite a bit.. during the wt study i was doing mics and i happened to walk by him several times.

his wt was on the floor and his bible was opened to topic for conversation at the end of the bible at the last days part.. a little while later his wife gave him the look and said something to him and he picked up his unprepared wt and followed along.. hoser.

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It could be that he is informed and intelligent.

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When You Left The "Truth" Were People Shocked?

by minimus in

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i faded and when witnesses realized i had abandoned the faith, they were shocked!

no one would've ever believed that i would've left!

no one!!

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No Body Cared, oh well one sister wrote a letter which was nice I guess, and another one kept coming by hoping to get my library ...if that counts. Not one question from an ELDER, or visit.... that was good though.... and that pretty much it??

By the way a 50 year slave....

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Conspiracy theorists

by JimmyPage in

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some here like to perpetuate the idea that there is a hidden group lurking in the shadows playing democrats and republicans against each other for their own benefit... or that a new world order is about to annihilate herds of common men to stay in power.. please name one specific living person who is a member of this elite group..

itsibitsybrainbutbigenoughtosmellarat

sorry

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Conspiracy theorists

by JimmyPage in

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some here like to perpetuate the idea that there is a hidden group lurking in the shadows playing democrats and republicans against each other for their own benefit... or that a new world order is about to annihilate herds of common men to stay in power.. please name one specific living person who is a member of this elite group..