I’m grateful that I am not still caught up and the Big Lie. However I’d be lying if I didn’t miss the association with all the (now I know conditional) friends. Most are truly good & sincere people. They are just still believing the Big Lie and thus under the control of the Cult Leaders.
I also sometimes still feel saddened that there probably isn’t any Divine One (Joe Hoover or Flying Spaghetti Monster etc) who will “make all things right” and correct all of mankind’s injustices. Anyone who thinks life is fair is wrong.
But I’m happy I’m no longer toiling and stressing and being continually judged by my pursuing a Big Nothing — that false promise and false hope that never comes true.