I was a true believer. Hook. Line. And sinker. I even convinced myself that the 1995 "generation new light" (to'te) made sense. (WTF was I thinking?)
But the several events made me question the divine direction of the Holy Spirit.
An MS who was appointed to Elder while he had been carrying on an adulterous affair for 8 years.
An Elder who was assigned to give the Keynote talk at the District Assembly while having an adulterous affair with a women with whom he was "studying". He even delayed resigning and confessing until after the convention as he still believe the HS had elected him because he was "the best speaker to deliver that talk". (He only planned to be DFd for a little while.)
Either they fooled the HS, or. . . . . . there is no HS direction.
Seems like there is an obvious answer to that now.