I surprise myself everyday when I look in the mirror and see a non-believer starring back at me, especially given my level of devotion for the first 5 decades of my life.
I KNOW what you mean Jeff! I texted my brother, whose a lifelong atheist, and asked him if there were any rules to being an atheist. To be ironic. He texted back, "just the golden rule . . . if you like". I always thought I would convince him. Things didn't go as planned.
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