Posts by bafh

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PEER PRESSURE!!! I gave in to Pioneering during August...I feel dirty...

by stuckinarut2 in

ok, i'll admit it...i am weak.... as everyone knows, the pressure to "pioneer" during "the most momentous, awesome, amazing, centenary anniversay of jesus invisble kigdom rule, & distribute tracts about a dodgy website" campaign is very strong at the moment.... also, many will have read my threads about the extreme views and expectations in our cong for "all appointed men to pioneer" etc..... every elder and ms and their families have been announced as pioneering....i mean everyone's name was read out except mine..... i was not going to do it, as i do not believe anyone should be forced...(and of course its the last thing on earth i would rather do anyway since learning ttatt).

but i am not quite ready to make the break yet, so i realised that i would stand out more if i didnt put in a form to pioneer.

yes it would make me more conspicious, and make fading harder to do...it would bring more heat on me if i didnt pioneer.. so i gave in and submitted a form.... now, of course, i'm only going to make sure i'm seen at the key field service groups etc...but then go and do something more interesting...like count blades of grass..... ahh....i feel hypocritical to myself now......

bafh

Don't be too hard on yourself. You have to fade slowly and in such a way that will allow people to regard you as weak rather than dangerous. I totally get it because I have done it too. I didn't give in to peer pressure about pioneering, but I did give in to peer pressure to attend part of the convention. I did it so they would not think I'm dangerous. Of course now, they told me "they have hope" about me. SIGH.

Anyway, think of it as a game. Sometimes you have to make moves that don't look like you are going for the goal so you can draw attention away from yourself and sneek away. Pretend you are an international spy of some kind. Don't beat yourself up, and try to have fun. That is what I'm trying to do.

Chins up.

BAFH

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Hypocrisy of a paragraph in the "Draw Close to Jehovah" book!

by stuckinarut2 in

"draw close to jehovah" book.

page 106, para 20:.

20 does serving whole-souled mean that we must all spend the same amount of time and energy in the ministry?

bafh

Why did you go back KateWild? I'm considering it. I went to a session of the convention. Wasn't horrible, but there is so much that bothers my conscience.

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A question about the change from qualities to works

by alfredjones100 in

i remember reading a comment here that bro.

russell emphasized the developement of christian qualities, where are bro rutherford changed the focus to christan works.

the question i have is, is this change dirrectly commented on in print or is it seen in more anecdotal evidence?.

bafh

There was a comment on this in the Proclaimers book. There was some discussion about how they had to decide works or qualities. And they decided works. I remember because at the time I also remember thinking they made a mistake.

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BOE 2014-07-13 Appointment and deletion of elders and ministerial servants

by WatchTower87 in

2014-07-13 appointment and deletion of elders and ministerial servantsto all bodies of elders.

the link removed by request is also available at the forms link.

the congregation secretary should arrange for this letter to be retained in the congregation permanent file of policy letters.

bafh

I think it was better when the congregation approved the elders. Let the community pick who are really leaders in displaying spiritual qualities and who they want to help organize them.

If the CO is appointed by the organization, they are still responsible for the appointment of the elder. I noticed though, they only ask that question at the time of the first appointment, they don't ask it if the person is deleted and re-appointed or is transfered to a different congregation. A good molester isn't going to 1) admit they are doing anything and 2) are unlikely to get caught - so asking that question is a formality to pretend they did "due dilligence".

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Need a Game Plan

by bafh in

i'm not sure what is going on at the convention, but i just got a desperate call from a friend wanting me to attend sunday's morning session.

last weekend, my mom invited me too.instead of saying something like, "i'm sorry, but i have no intention of going back," and having them completely freak out - i agreed to go to the sunday morning session.

any recommendations?

bafh

Thtat is a good idea. Maybe I do need more confidence. My therapist is always telling me "i'd invite you to a dinner party. You're smart, funny, blah blah blah" I feel like she is just making that shit up. Maybe feeling out of place is just how it is; does everyone feel that way, or only me?

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Need a Game Plan

by bafh in

i'm not sure what is going on at the convention, but i just got a desperate call from a friend wanting me to attend sunday's morning session.

last weekend, my mom invited me too.instead of saying something like, "i'm sorry, but i have no intention of going back," and having them completely freak out - i agreed to go to the sunday morning session.

any recommendations?

bafh

I have seen a therapist - am currently seeing a therapist. I'm almost ready to get some meds if I can't fight through it.

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does anyone have the 7/15/2013 study wt?

by sowhatnow in

i watched this video this morning and in it, the person refered to the july 15 wt but does not say what lesson or page.

showing in the video where it says that 'jesus arrival to appoint the faithful slave over his belongings did not occour in 1919'.. on the jw.org website i downladed this issue and cant find where this is stated , i do not have that issue.. if someone can watch the video , its almost at the end, tell me id your issue says that.

if it is not at the jw.org website, and the statement is in the print issue then why would that be?

bafh

So if they were chosen, that means there had to be some group to be chosen from, right? Such as, oh, I don't know....maybe every OTHER christian church??

I really do think they are going to have to drop the date thing eventually - I read Matt 24 today - and that is the chapter that says "the day or the hour no one knows..." So WHY are we focused on trying to figure it out instead of focusing on what kind of people we are???

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does anyone have the 7/15/2013 study wt?

by sowhatnow in

i watched this video this morning and in it, the person refered to the july 15 wt but does not say what lesson or page.

showing in the video where it says that 'jesus arrival to appoint the faithful slave over his belongings did not occour in 1919'.. on the jw.org website i downladed this issue and cant find where this is stated , i do not have that issue.. if someone can watch the video , its almost at the end, tell me id your issue says that.

if it is not at the jw.org website, and the statement is in the print issue then why would that be?

bafh

So, I just read this article. I'm a little confused. they are sticking with the 1914/1919 date, but later say that the slave isn't appointed until the tribulation?

Am I reading that right? So how do they know they arent a weed instead of wheat??

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Dumb IRS!

by Batman89 in

anyone know how to stop a tax levy/wagegarnishment?

?.

bafh

Get a lawyer or CPA

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Need a Game Plan

by bafh in

i'm not sure what is going on at the convention, but i just got a desperate call from a friend wanting me to attend sunday's morning session.

last weekend, my mom invited me too.instead of saying something like, "i'm sorry, but i have no intention of going back," and having them completely freak out - i agreed to go to the sunday morning session.

any recommendations?

bafh

I'm 42, almost 43. Left 5 years ago. Workaholic and introvert. Feel like a complete social retard. didnt think I'd be having such a hard time. Most days think jumping off a bridge is a pretty good solution to my issues. Thought I'd feel better on the outside and in some ways I do. It's just such a struggle; I'm not sure I'm up for it any more. I'm just so tired.

will probably drink several pints before the Sunday session.

Thanks to those who have responded I appreciate the support.