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  New Light. Is it new truth or simply new understanding on the underlying truth?

  by garyneal in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i went to the assembly for half a day today.

  does truth change?".

  "the truth does not change," she said, "but our understanding of it changes.".

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  jeckle

  you must love her alot i would have thrown up i cant stand to hear the jw's bs anymore
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  I committed un-suicide yesterday

  by AlmightyDog in

  1. watchtower
  2. medical

  yesterday i opened my wallet and took a long look at the (no) blood card prominently displayed inside.

  i have been convinced that this is not the truth for a couple of years now, and am trying to figure out whether to fade or da.

  it hit me hard yesterday that with this piece of paper in my wallet, i could possibly end up dying for beliefs i no longer hold.

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  jeckle

  for the last few years i havent got one funny thing is ive technically only stopped going a year or so ago and finally iadmitted its fraud the last few months it seems subcontiously i must have known long ago
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  Abusive Women and manipulation

  by Lady Lee in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  the other day we were talking about abusive mothers (toxic relationships).

  i was sent this link today and think it is worth sharing.

  i think it is an excellent article.

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  jeckle

  so lady lee is there any hope for me to meet a balanced women and settle down im terrified about not having a loved in my life . my stepmom is that kind of woman and my dad was very physically abusive and all the witlesses said i deserved it or swept it under the carpet i was the circuit scape goat. married twice both toxic only the last not near as bad as 1st i have been working on myself for 6 or so years now but im gonna be 37 this year and carpae dium. i want to make everyday count
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  Where did 607 come from?

  by MrFreeze in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  okay so we've obviously established on this board that 607 is not the correct date that babylon destroyed jerusalem.

  even before 1914 came around, the bible students still thought 1914 would be a pivital date.

  the only way they can gain that info is from the 7 times or w/e.

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  jeckle

  scholar hey you cut the crap where in the BIBLE you know the book that you claim to love. show me all the scriptures aside from wts comments leading me there if it is that true it should hit me in the face show me your chronology from the good book! dude! and quit talking in circles
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  resistance is futile you will be assimilated

  by jeckle in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  ok i gave you all a subject let the dogs out i hope this is really good.

  i can think of alot to say but that sort of sums up the volumes in my head..

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  jeckle

  ok i gave you all a subject let the dogs out i hope this is really good. i can think of alot to say but that sort of sums up the volumes in my head.
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  Witnesses are saying "END IS RIGHT NOW!"

  by free2beme in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i have witness friends telling me, that this is the end right now!

  that this globel issue of the nations of egypt, libya and others ... is the sign they looked for.

  now with what is happening in the usa, wisconsin to be exact, more trouble is rising and this is it.

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  jeckle

  it seems the best hope they had for gov's turning on religion was during the cold war. makes me wonder about where they daisy chained all that together and why?also their biggest target but most identical entity had the same idea > basically the catholics hated communism. they along with good old reagan had a hand in the fall of communism along with other obviuos things it simply wasnt working anymore!now true some countries have different meanings of the words communism and socialism and try to claim the latter when really still closer to the 1st but what's in a rose? anyway we know the places that still suck they've come along ways but they still suck compared to here . we got our issues lets hope we figure it out or something. interestingly enuf i talked to a friend of mine about the dubs . he said once they knock on his door and talked about the big a asked if he thought that was scary or worried him. he got them tho he said no not at all i hope it does come that would be really great and sounds good that means all the negative will go away. they got mad and said that he should take it more serious . he said i am serious. then they stormed off. hahahahaha
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  I swear some JWs don't believe in forgiving and forgetting. It's like a tattooed scarlet letter.

  by miseryloveselders in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  my dad ticked me off the other night, to the point i had to hang up.

  i didn't abruptly hang up, but rather i told him i had company.

  we were discussing a sister at my hall who did something years ago.

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  thanks mis. i have stated on another site it bares repeating here ; that in the begining of my journey i didnt want to leave the org. i really just wanted poeple to stop talking about me . i had jumped thru many hoop and turned more cheaks then god gave me i had become a mouse of a man just take it . if i dared open my mouth in responce my responce had no merit . i was damaged goods for sure . and my 8 year old was always incriminated for being roudy even tho by that time he was right by my side. the last meeting i went to my bro yelled at my son cuz he said he walk in front of a seated elderly sis well that was the last straw and i snapped on him it took all my strenght to keep from getting physicall and he ran out of the hall trembling . by the way the sis hadnt even moved yet! i had never felt that much indignation and i was horrified by the thoughts i had about hurting him. i never have walked in a hall since then and i never will again . that was just the tip of the iceberg.ive been choked kicked punched pushed onthe ground screamed at humiliated in the worst ways as a kid by my dad and stepmom. but i wore the letter for there abuse because i "made them do it". you know the line "oh your poor parents if youd just behave". meanwhile the worst i ever did under their roof was eat off campus at lunch a few times or the occasional nod at a meeting or whisper to wicked step sisters they got away with murder tho.
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  I swear some JWs don't believe in forgiving and forgetting. It's like a tattooed scarlet letter.

  by miseryloveselders in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  my dad ticked me off the other night, to the point i had to hang up.

  i didn't abruptly hang up, but rather i told him i had company.

  we were discussing a sister at my hall who did something years ago.

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  right all and i might add as we all already know yes we can find judgemental poeple everywhere but what makes it bad here is they go around telling everyone that it doesnt exist in them that they have holy spirit they are the onely true religion?! humm? this scripture kept running thru my mind thru this journey ive undertaken this last year and a half . i dont know its location but it goes something like " how would you know my poeple " by the love they have amongst themselves" i too never recieved that from anyone at the kh im a male and i often said to confidonts that same thing i feel like im wearing a scarlet letter on my chest. of course i had to explain that to them turns out even tho they treated me like a dunce i actually retained more knowledge from school then they did. i think when i started to realise that they were wrong and being fooled i instant grew in strength emotionally and spiritually . like i was given a mega does of emotional steroids. like that movie where the girl has to tell the magician or maze master i forgot the name . she says " you have no power over me!"and then she saves her baby sister etc. interesting tho jesus said let he without sin thow the first stone .all i know is i dont have to explain myself to anyone now . and i am very happy and that rocks!!!!!!!
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  thinking of returning ? read this first

  by Evidently Apostate in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  my wife was telling me about her friends mother that had faded for seven years and was living with a man.

  she married him and talked to the elders about returning to the kh.

  they told her they had to disfellowshipped her.

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  jeckle

  i will make a generalization that i believe most elder bodies are harder on women almost hateful and vengeful
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  Stupid not just once but twice, and it is praised

  by therevealer in

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  2. friends

  12 the watchtower ?

  5 what good results there can be when.

  children are trained to keep a simple eye!.

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  jeckle

  they always have these contrived stories to tell the masses. really! doofdaddy sounds right about the average wage , i mean it basically a 3rd world country , and a country with a sizable muslim population i think if not predominate population. muslims seem like they mostly would never let a woman have a hi paying job. if it was a real job it would be one that is in europe or something and maybe 3000 is what she could potential achieve, or 3000 euros is the developed world's equivilent pay ; which would still mean she would make jack in ethiopia.i dont know i was actually thinking earlier today about some of their good points( the wtbs's good points) but then i read this and i forgot what those points were. really what are their good points do they have any. that is so misleading . what wow should i say look at that fine example she gave up everything for god wow i must be a piece of $#!* here watchtower take everything i have maybe i can by my salvation ! sounds like selling indolgences but funny thing is i think could be wrong the catholic church might of stopped that! the word pharisee comes to mind