"Like 00DAD, I am ashamed I ever believed this pack of lies. I can only excuse myself by saying I was young and the people who studied with me were people for whom I had deep love and who themselves strongly believed all of this. For more than twenty years I sailed along blissfully ignorant and unaware until 1995 and the November 1 issue of The Watchtower. That was the beginning of my doubts but it took another ten years before I began to accept TTATT. This thread has once again showed me the wisdom of doing so.
Quendi"
Oh my goodness... when I read Quendi's statement above I thought to myself, I could have wrote this word-for word! I, too, was somewhat awakened by that 1995 Watchtower on "the generation" change. If you go back to the Live Forever book, you will see some statments that the WTS printed about this that show just how much the WTS taught that it was a certainty [beyond any doubt] that the end would come before the generation of 1914 passed away - I was very faithful to those promises. However, when the WTS [aka Governing Body] changed that teaching, it took the wind out of my sails and I stepped down as a MS. It would take about 10 years later (and a lot of eye-opening reading outside the WTS literature) to conclude what so many exJWs have come to learn: this religion is a fraud and its leaders are NOT who they say they are! I might add that the 1995 change then gave way to me doing research on the 1975 fiasco and it became "evident" to me that the WTS is quilty of mis-leading millions of people around the world - covering over mistakes with a made-up "new light" teaching that would get them off the hook from ever having to apologize for their [many and on-going] mistakes! I found that their use of the word "evidently" to be highly misleading, as in many cases their was little to NO evidence to back up their claims! - they just liked using the word to add force to their statements. Much like they are now using the word, Clearly! Thank you to everyone who is posting this information in hopes it helps other sincere JWs to awaken from this mind-control group!