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  Steven Unthank's Recent Freeze Update

  by mind blown in

  1. watchtower
  2. scandals

  to keep all comments on one thread, please go to original post for update.

  thank you..

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  infpalex

  Any way you could link to the original thread?
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  The Interview That Almost Wasn't

  by PublishingCult in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  sorry if this redundant.. my first guest unflaked.

  there was a misunderstanding with regard scheduling.

  he is kind of a busy guy.

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  infpalex

  Great job, very much appreciated. I feel like words aren't enough for stuff like this. Don't stop if you can manage to keep going. You will change lives ;)
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  Hi, new to this forum. Figured I'd let everyone know about my story before I got involved.

  by JonathanH in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  if you just want the juicy details where i leave, i'll make disclaimer where it begins, if you just want to know what happened with the elders and organization after i realized it wasn't true, i'll mark that seperately.

  we didn't do jack shit in service, or in the congregation.

  maybe this was how jehovah came about?

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  infpalex

  I read the whole thing... it's great to know you, welcome! :) I'm new here too, and it's a great place to be :)
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  My cat

  by imconfused in

  1. social
  2. family

  this is probably the stupidest thing to ever be wriiten on here, but i need to just talk/type it out.. my cat got run over last night & killed, i am a complete mess.

  my hubby has gone away with work today for a few days today so im on my own & i cant cope.

  i know loads of you will think, it was just a cat get over it, but dam i hurt so much.

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  infpalex

  The loss of a pet is the worst thing ever. Especially for us EX-JW's... a lot of us pour out our heart to those furry little guys. I know one thing that helped me was to get another one right away and poor out my heart to that one.

  Now my new baby has all the love of the old and the new one. I love her so much.

  In any case big hugs to you! It's so difficult, but it will get better.
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  Ahhh this makes me want to shoot someone

  by infpalex in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  http://www.jwbrothers.org/videos/2949/simon-3.5-years-old-first-talk!-stunning!.

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  little boy giving a talk at 3.5 years old.... .

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  infpalex

  http://www.jwbrothers.org/videos/2949/simon-3.5-years-old-first-talk!-stunning!

  Little boy giving a talk at 3.5 years old...

  There are no words.
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  Post Songs of Rebellion, Change, Peace & Love - You-tubes Welcome !

  by flipper in

  1. jw
  2. friends

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  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyhvpb8g45y&feature=related.

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  infpalex

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-ounk0FNdY

  I'm pretty sure we can all relate to this song in one way or another...

  Lyrics:

  Forgive, sounds good
  Forget, I'm not sure I could
  They say time heals everything
  But I'm still waiting
  
  I'm through with doubt
  There's nothing left for me to figure out
  I've paid a price
  And I'll keep paying
  
  I'm not ready to make nice
  I'm not ready to back down
  I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time
  To go round and round and round
  
  It's too late to make it right
  I probably wouldn't if I could
  ?Cause I'm mad as hell, can't bring myself
  To do what it is you think I should
  
  I know you said
  ?Can't you just get over it??
  It turned my whole world around
  And I kinda like it
  
  I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
  With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
  It's a sad, sad story when a mother will teach her
  Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
  
  And how in the world can the words that I said
  Send somebody so over the edge
  That they'd write me a letter sayin' that I better
  Shut up and sing or my life will be over
  
  I'm not ready to make nice
  I'm not ready to back down
  I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time
  To go round and round and round
  
  It's too late to make it right
  I probably wouldn't if I could
  ?Cause I'm mad as hell, can't bring myself
  To do what it is you think I should
  
  I'm not ready to make nice
  I'm not ready to back down
  I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time
  To go round and round and round
  
  It's too late to make it right
  I probably wouldn't if I could
  ?Cause I'm mad as hell, can't bring myself
  To do what it is you think I should
  What it is you think I should
  
  Forgive, sounds good
  Forget, I'm not sure I could
  They say time heals everything
  But I'm still waiting
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  Never thought I’d be cursing out my Df’d Dad

  by lil.lady.03 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  see my dad is dfd.

  hes been dfd all my life.

  he got dfd a year before i was born.

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  infpalex

  I'm sorry to hear your family is treating you this way. I have had similar experiences although it was with my parents who talk a lot more than they act.

  My mother once told my now partner to her face... "You will never love our daughter the way we do. " I haven't seen my parents in 6 years, but my girl is still with me supporting me, the real me every day.

  Stay true to your heart, only you know what is right for YOU!
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  Blind Allegiance to G.B. supported by scripture?

  by honorsthesis in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  hey everyone,.

  i have been getting in on going debates with brothers in the congregation about the role of the governing body.

  i feel that jehovah would not want us to blindly follow a particular g.b.

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  Wontleave- Your post about Moses as an example of the GB is very intelligently laid out.

  It was also for me thier policy- the way they treated people that was difficult for me. I too believe them to be much more like Pharisees.

  In any case, that was a great few paragraphs to read, thank you for that.
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  New member - my story

  by Millions in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  just a brief introduction, i thought i would try out one of the more established forums, have done some stuff on youtube and other places but thought i would give this a try.. potted history: raised jw by mother, in it for 30 years or so, baptised at age 18, regular pioneer at 20, ms a couple years later, mts at 26 and got assignment to a new cong, elder at around 29, came off pioneering around 31, came off as elder around 32, started to slowly wind down, completely stopped attending about 3 years ago, disassociated dec 2010. pause for breath.. the last 5 years or so have been a painfully gradual process of deconstructing myself and then piecing together fragments of my shattered life that are still valid outside the organisation.

  the question 'who am i?

  ' has been a continual investigation; every day for the first couple of years i would realise another subject or issue that i didn't have my own opinions about.

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  infpalex

  Welcome Millions... I'm new to this website as well.

  It is an encouraging place to be. To find people the same as you after not being allow to be "you" at all for so many years is refreshing.

  I enjoyed many of your observations and have had many of the same ones myself! Can't wait to get to know you all more!

  InfpAlex
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  Elder Missing 24 hours...

  by sleepingbeauty in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  a brother i know of was made up as an elder only some mere 6 weeks ago.

  out the blue he has gone total awol and has now been missing over 24 hours.

  i wonder if the stress of becoming an elder at 27 yrs old got to him !!!

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  infpalex

  "Jehovah's Witness Protection Agency"

  Lol I totally agree we need this! I'm in! :)