....xjw......but truly, I am.
ScoobySnax
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BIG IT UP 4 Big Tex & Nina...!!
by ScoobySnax inoooh-er i came over all american-ified there for a minute........ .
sometimes online, someone, or some people come across as just thoroughly "decent chaps" (thats more british) they are rare types.
i've been here just over a year and have posted some funny old stuff, sometimes when i'm angry, sometimes when i'm sad, other times when i feel critical about this forum, and sometimes some crap (as i'm sure some will remind me of) sometimes when i felt alone or worried, and lastly sometimes (coz i'm running out of sometimes) because i'm not sure where i'm headed.. throughout chris and nina, when i look back at past posts, have been kind and patient with me, particularly when i started being more honest with myself and the forum.
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BIG IT UP 4 Big Tex & Nina...!!
by ScoobySnax inoooh-er i came over all american-ified there for a minute........ .
sometimes online, someone, or some people come across as just thoroughly "decent chaps" (thats more british) they are rare types.
i've been here just over a year and have posted some funny old stuff, sometimes when i'm angry, sometimes when i'm sad, other times when i feel critical about this forum, and sometimes some crap (as i'm sure some will remind me of) sometimes when i felt alone or worried, and lastly sometimes (coz i'm running out of sometimes) because i'm not sure where i'm headed.. throughout chris and nina, when i look back at past posts, have been kind and patient with me, particularly when i started being more honest with myself and the forum.
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oooh-er I came over all american-ified there for a minute........
Sometimes online, someone, or some people come across as just thoroughly "decent chaps" (thats more British) They are rare types. I've been here just over a year and have posted some funny old stuff, sometimes when I'm angry, sometimes when I'm sad, other times when I feel critical about this forum, and sometimes some crap (as I'm sure some will remind me of) sometimes when I felt alone or worried, and lastly sometimes (coz I'm running out of sometimes) because I'm not sure where I'm headed.
Throughout Chris and Nina, when I look back at past posts, have been kind and patient with me, particularly when I started being more honest with myself and the forum. What great guys they are. DO YOU HEAR ME CHRIS & NINA......I loves ya both!! I'm sure others here will agree.......Thanks Guys. You Rock.
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TRIBUTE to a CIRCUIT OVERSEER
by Amazing inover the years, circuit servants and then circuit overseers came and went.
i can only recall a handfull because the rest were unimpressive or i was not real active during the visit of some.
most cos that i recall were humdrum with perhaps some single interesting feature or personality quirk.
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We had a fantastic CO too, all I remember was his name being Conrad, and served in the London/South East circuit. Used to laugh at his name, but what a great bloke he was. He used to really lift the congregation up after his visits. I'll always have warm memories of him. One time, after a meeting, I was about to slip out the back of the KH feeling a bit mixed up about my situation, and felt this hand on my shoulder from no-where. He called me back in, and talked to me in-depth, without me hardly having to say a word. He just seemed to "know". Later on that night I cried. I really did feel Jehovahs love through him .......and don't ask me to explain.
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For Panic Attack/Anxiety sufferers........
by ScoobySnax indoes anyone here suffer with panic attacks or anxiety?
i guess i have since 1999 after coming out of a particularly abusive relationship that stripped my confidence.
funny thing back then was that my first "attack" was whilst i was on holiday relaxed when it struck.
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Does anyone here suffer with panic attacks or anxiety? I guess I have since 1999 after coming out of a particularly abusive relationship that stripped my confidence. Funny thing back then was that my first "attack" was whilst I was on holiday relaxed when it struck. It was awful, the worst feeling you could ever imagine, more than a feeling that you were about to die, a feeling like you need to run, but you don't know where to escape, the worst thing is not knowing what you're trying to escape from. When I used to hear in my job about people who had "nerves" or panic attacks, I used to think, for goodness sake, get a grip. How wrong I was.
Things have got better for me, I picked up a couple of good books, one being by a Dr Claire Weekes, this woman is/was amazing, the first person to ever understand what I was feeling, it sure helped me on the way to recovery. Things are much better these days, I just have the occasional "attack" like yesterday whilst sitting in a boring nurse managers meeting, suddenly I just knew I had to get out, I felt breathless, panicky, the room spun, everything seemed to blur, my legs felt like jelly and the floor seemed to give way, so I made my excuses and left. Of course I felt daft afterwards, and felt like slapping myself up a bit, but when its happening it feels oh so real. Correct breathing techniques help so much though. The funny thing is colleagues at work tell me they think I would be the last person to suffer from them. I suppose its because I always look so confident to others and put on a work front, when sometimes underneath I feel like I'm crumbling.
I suppose what I'm trying to say is, have hope if you suffer from this, whether you have, do or might sometime in the future. You are not alone, things do get better, you learn to not let your mind bluff you so much into a downward spiral. So Take courage. Also pick up that book I mentioned. Any thoughts?
Peace all. Scoob
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Why I never will never fully love or understand Jehovah
by berylblue init's kind of hard to love and trust someone who will off thousands of persons merely because they bitched becaused they were bored of bread...and that's just for starters.. .
i tried to rationalize it as jw saying, "well, we are jehovah's possessions, he created us and, by killing us, he is just reclaiming what is his.".
that is not a very firm foundation for true love.
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Sorry you feel that way now Beryl.
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bye bye
by Hamas ini haven't been posting much.
with any other forum, people would simply leave.
this forum is special; and so are many of the people.... which is why i am saying adios.
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I didn't ikhandi. I don't know who's upset him. We just didn't see eye to eye at times, but then he was never backwards about coming forwards himself. Like I said though, good luck to him if he's decided to move on, the bloke has guts, he'll be ok I reckon.
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bye bye
by Hamas ini haven't been posting much.
with any other forum, people would simply leave.
this forum is special; and so are many of the people.... which is why i am saying adios.
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Hamas..... I'm probably one of the assholes you speak of. I don't agree with much of what you say, and I guess the feeling is mutual, eitherway, I hope you're not feeling too down and pissed. You have alot of guts for sure, I did notice that.
Take care of yourself. Scooby.
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I Would Like to Thank Yall....
by Frannie Banannie ini'd like to thank all the jwd "buds" that helped me reach 1000 posts in such a short time.....stand up and take a bow, yall....you're allstars and i loves ya more than my luggage..... .
obiwan (for his "someone has to stop frannie banannie" thread") .
annnnnd....vivamus, calamityjane, treshappy, panda, elsewhere, drwtsn32, xjw_b12, willyloman, teejay, caballosentado, country girl, valis, shutterbug, arrowstar, yerusalyim, tinkerbell82, sadelder, brummie, spannerintheworks, rayzorblade, jgnat, sillyputty, phantomstranger, estee, sunshinetoo, blacksheep, specialk, azzie, sheilam, ladylee, pleasuredome, and of course simon and all the moderators for making this possible.....(simpers).
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Nina and Tink, shifting position to hide any embarrasment, whilst gazing at Nina........ Correction, in the corner with the 2 best looking girls on the forum.......
Congrats Fannie Bannanie........what a yakker u is!! xx
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I Would Like to Thank Yall....
by Frannie Banannie ini'd like to thank all the jwd "buds" that helped me reach 1000 posts in such a short time.....stand up and take a bow, yall....you're allstars and i loves ya more than my luggage..... .
obiwan (for his "someone has to stop frannie banannie" thread") .
annnnnd....vivamus, calamityjane, treshappy, panda, elsewhere, drwtsn32, xjw_b12, willyloman, teejay, caballosentado, country girl, valis, shutterbug, arrowstar, yerusalyim, tinkerbell82, sadelder, brummie, spannerintheworks, rayzorblade, jgnat, sillyputty, phantomstranger, estee, sunshinetoo, blacksheep, specialk, azzie, sheilam, ladylee, pleasuredome, and of course simon and all the moderators for making this possible.....(simpers).
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Frannie.....Tee-Hee, shucks, your embarrasing me....... oh wait, I'm not even in your list. Hello, hello its ME, over here in the corner, with no mates.......oh nevermind.
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What Does Your "Apostate Library" Look Like???
by minimus in.
willyloman used that expression in a different thread.
what publications do you have in your "theocratic"----i mean, "apostate library"?
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Rainbow Exposed......The Real Rod Jane and Freddy. (BungleGeorgeZippy publication 2002)