Keep all your non-cult friends. They won't shun you if WT says you should be shunned. DONT EVER get baptized as a JW.
They think baptism is a legal contract you have made with them to run your life how they like it and if you resist they will DF you.
Read all the books recommended here. Maybe "captives of a concept" would help you at this point to confirm your not in the "one and only true religion".
Its a mentally traumatic trip but you will feel much more happy and smarter for taking it.
Live your life happy and chase your dreams. JW's will hate seeing someone who has left and is happy.