Like I mention, some people leave the watchtower and are really successful, but some people are not.
You have described your financial situation as being bleak. I'm confused ... how are you imagining you are going to get support from JWs except for words? If you return to that Organization you won't get any more real help from them than from your 'worldly' associates.
There is not enough offline, direct support. There is good online support, but you have to find the right people to talk to.
Again, except for the words, when you "find the right people to talk to," how is online or offline support from JWs going to help you, since there isn't any?
I'm starting to really understand why the suicide rate for this religion is so high.
If you get that, then why in the world would you want to return to THAT Organization?