Hello Seeker4,
It's great to see how well your work is coming along. I wish you and yours the best.
Asmodean
just wanted to drop a quick line to all my friends here and at h2o.
i've been silent for quite a while now (for which no doubt many of you are thankful!
), and thought i'd update you guys on a couple of things.
Hello Seeker4,
It's great to see how well your work is coming along. I wish you and yours the best.
Asmodean
fyi jeff steen sat with me on a wt appointed committee four months ago and ruled with the majority to not appoint a judicial committee or report to police a confessed child molester we were dealing with...... please let the reporter know how much his efforts are appreciated in getting the word out.
you may write the reporter at [email protected].
silentlambs.
Thanks Hosanna !
fyi jeff steen sat with me on a wt appointed committee four months ago and ruled with the majority to not appoint a judicial committee or report to police a confessed child molester we were dealing with...... please let the reporter know how much his efforts are appreciated in getting the word out.
you may write the reporter at [email protected].
silentlambs.
Hello Silentlambs...
First of all I would like to thank you so much for everything you have done with this subject. You are a brave man to stand up against all the odds. I was wondering if you could post the link to the site for this article. Thanks in advance.
i would like to know who is an atheist here and why you like to take part in discussions on this board?.
thanks for your replies.
I definitly lean towards the athiests view. I don't believe in a higher power or anything that controls our actions.
i would like to know who is an atheist here and why you like to take part in discussions on this board?.
thanks for your replies.
I definitly lean towards the athiests view. I don't believe in a higher power or anything that controls our actions.
take courage all of you "1960's generation":.
awake!
" if you are a young person, you also.
This promise was also realized for the generation of 1914. My grandfather, born in 1904, had his only wish, being able to live straight through to the "new system", dashed to bits on his death bed. After the 1995 change of "this generation", he started to become depressed. At the age of 97 before his death he said, "They've been saying the end is coming, the end is coming, since the very beginning. I don't think it will ever come." He died shortly thereafter hurt by failed promises of the Watchtower.
i was asked the other day whether i believed in heaven and/or hell, and i almost started spouting jw doctrine before i stopped myself and really pondered the question.. it's a different world when you have to start thinking for yourself instead of letting the organization think for you.
when i left the jw's, i pretty much left religion in general, i dont consider myself agnostic, but i question everything religious i was ever taught.
from "does god exist" to "evolution", "faith", "death", everything i "knew" is under suspicion now.. so back to the topic, the witnesses teach: there is heaven, but only 144,000 get to go, there is no hell, only non-existance upon our death.
I don't believe in heaven or hell however I do believe that their is another dimension that all spirits go to when they die and that it's a wonderful place.
there is a phenomenon in dub dom that i have always hated.
the circuit/district convention.. people will spend hard earned money, use up any vacation they may have to travel to a city they don't really have any particular reason to see to sit for entire days and listen to the same b.s.
they could sit and listen to at the meetings in their home kingdom hall.
I know what you mean about the "exemplary" kids. I remember being interviewed at one assembly and the whole time I was thinking about my "worldly" girlfriend and the drinking party that me and my JW friends were gonna have when we got back. : )
ive not been to a meeting in five years probably.
yet my husband still goes and i always envision him going in and the hardy handshakes he gives, greeting and being greeted, sitting there with all those suits with the secrets hidden inside, and all those pretty dresses hiding the pain.
if i wasnt disassociated, i wonder if i would be bolder, speak up, be honest with the "friends" instead of toeing the company line.
On a second note I didn't start to have my panic attacks until I was about 17. The worst part about it was that I was in the middle of giving a talk and I had to struggle through the rest of it. After that I had a hard time giving talks and going out in field service. But I pushed myself even doing a couple of special assembly parts. The attacks are finally starting to become less frequent.
ive not been to a meeting in five years probably.
yet my husband still goes and i always envision him going in and the hardy handshakes he gives, greeting and being greeted, sitting there with all those suits with the secrets hidden inside, and all those pretty dresses hiding the pain.
if i wasnt disassociated, i wonder if i would be bolder, speak up, be honest with the "friends" instead of toeing the company line.
Speaking of nightmares. I had a horrible one the other night. I was at the kingdom hall because I started to believe it all again. Shortly after I was going from door to door...needless to say I woke up in a cold sweat and was very relieved to be dreaming.