i understood, thought that christians have faith in the good news about christ. his death and resurrection as the means of our salvation. i thought we had faith in the good news of the kingdom. Matthew 24:14. which i thought was the establishment of God's Kingdom in 1914 at the end of the gentile times. at this time the faithful slave, the modern day Ezekiel was chosen to do this preaching work.
having faith i felt i had no option than to pioneer or else as a young person it would show i lacked faith unless there was some good reason not too.
so when i fulfilled the legal requirement in the USA of attending school i left at 16 and pioneered.
Did Jehovah provide? well i'm still here. i've never been out of work. i raised kids and they went to university. i have worked in somewhat the field i wanted to but i know i could have done better.
but for me it was about faith in what i preached.