my ex is a witness and he has alienated my son from me. you see, his mother is not a good association but her molester step father is a witness in good standing and is a fine individual to associate with. I, on the other hand, have demons and therefore should be avoided. this is a battle i will wage my entire lifetime. hopefully he will see the light someday, but until then i have to consider this a loss and grieve it, as well as all my past "friends and relatives". it will always be somewhat of an open wound as the reminders are there (only 15 minutes away you say). not like as in death where there is a finality. this website, as well as jahchristian, helps keep me up to date of things that will help me in my goal of enlightening my son.
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by Perfection Seeker ini am new on here- already posted one thing about life after leaving- got great responses.
as you can see by my name "perfection seeker" i was a witness.
i am now leaving, and not a perfection seeker :-) does anyone have information on exit counseling or deprogramming?
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by Perfection Seeker ini am new on here- already posted one thing about life after leaving- got great responses.
as you can see by my name "perfection seeker" i was a witness.
i am now leaving, and not a perfection seeker :-) does anyone have information on exit counseling or deprogramming?
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This is my first post here but i've been out of the cult for about 6 years now (wow-and it still haunts me like it was yesterday sometimes) I had to totally erase the board and start from scratch, starting with do I really believe there is a God and why. After I got over the "i'm a goner at Armegeddon" thinking, i was able to open my mind more to the reality of this life. I by no means have all the answers but feel that one of the most important things we can do as people is to help others through this arduous journey on earth. no judgements, backbiting, outcasting, expecting people to live within our molds etc. just looking for opportunities to assist others in whatever way needed. as far as religion goes, i cringe at the thought of organized churches. so i guess i try not to sweat the details and make friends with other kind souls. this is the first time i have been able to feel that my appreciation and respect to God was motivated by what he has done for us and not whether I will be "in the paradise" or not.