I have seen myself at times striving to be the human personification of self control ....... I have also been seen gladly diving into the low sink of debauchery and lovin it .
Yet the problem arises ......I AM BORED ......Now what ??
Could it be that now its time for me to find the Nirvana known only as Balance ?
I find myself in a cycle of self destruction , Yet I don?t wish to stop.
Or am I to stay right here .....tearing down the world piece by piece ..... like old wallpaper from the 70s in grandmas livingroom ......only to rebuild it yet again into a form that pleases me for the moment .
These and other quandary are running through my mind tonight ......I anticipate being awake the most of tonight deep in thought ........or maybe its just the Solar cloud that hit earth today .......Nah .
May the four winds blow us all safely home .
NwS