While I was not disfellowshipped (at least as far as I know), I have developed post-JW beliefs.
I have NO interest in religion. Absolutely NONE! I am not interested in any discussions or debates. I see the cart witnesses almost daily, but I no interest in engaging these people. I consider this a total waste of time.
Does that mean that I am an atheist? Perhaps, but I am totally turned off with the elitism of atheists. Those people scare me.
So, what do I focus on? My family, my career, good food, and good wine. I have carved out a very good post-JW life. My goal is to extend this as long as possible.