My name is NJY, and I'm addicted to all things false history of theWTBTS,.. Hi NJY.
I also am feeling that I'm taking it a bit too far with my time researching the reasons that the WTBtS is false. I wake up thinking, shower thinking about it, drive thinking about it also working out mental arguments as to How I can explain this in the most efficient, easy to understaneasy to family.
I'm at the pint now where I think it is being detrimental to my own recovery.
If I keep this up, then I feel I will never be able to break free as ultimately I won't to be able to have a day, week, month go by without thinking " I was Ina cult for 45 years"
NJY