Vinman:
Though I haven't come to the same conclusion you have, I'm glad you're moving on from the org.
I do encourage you to keep reading. Read things that challenge you. It's okay to challenge your beliefs. If your beliefs are true, it won't be a challenge and you'll understand the world and universe from someone else's perspective. Read some Dawkins or Hawking to understand how your fellow ex cult members feel about the world.
Cheers!