Well, I have to say that for me, it's number 3. At first I felt a little guilty...but like onacruse, my main motivation was to stop living as such a hypocrite. I also began developing, as Francois did, an unbelievably bad attitude...mainly to ward off unwelcome shepherding. That began by growing my beard and daring any of them to say a word...and culminated at it's high point when I met a carload of elders unannounced, after they had already been repeatedly asked to call first. These men pulled up for an unexpected shepherding call at my remote, mountaintop, rural location. No one came up there for the fun of it and the road dead ended at my house...so it was unlikely that one was just wandering lost. When I wasn't expecting any visitors, I would arm myself and go see who it was and what the f*ck they wanted. This time was no exception...so I met the load of elders with a 9mm pistol on my side and an Assult Rifle in my hands....with the intimidating 30 rnd. bananna clip sticking out the bottom signifying that there was plenty of lead to go around.
Well, for some reason...they didn't stay very long when they saw that I had no intention of a.) inviting them in. b.) putting down my gun. and c.) coming to the kingdom hall. I took the opportunity to let them know that unless they were summoning me to a committee meeting, I had no desire to meet with them for shepherding or otherwise.
Coon