(((Termite))), I know the shock that you must be feeling. I'm so sorry for your loss I know how much it hurts. Please know that we will all be thinking of you during this time and that you are not alone.
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my dad died
by termite 35 indear everyone, my dad died suddenly and unexpectedly at the weekend.he did'nt turn up for a family dinner and my husband and i went to see if he was ok.he was dead.collapsed in his home.i can't stop shaking and i feel really sick.i've lost my mum and now my dad too.i wish i could sleep for months and wake when the pain has finished with me.
it hurts so much .sorry to bring everyone down-but i'm stressed at having to sort out his arrangements due to the autopsy and funeral etc and the house and my feelings.
; i just wanted to tell you all as my husband's gone for a walk and the children are asleep and i'm feeling scared about viewing his body, but i know i'll have to and i feel guilty for feeling like that.stupid thoughts racing through my mind at the moment-need to 'hear' a friendly voice .
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To go or not to go..that is the ?
by noidea ini was asked last friday from a man that i work with if i wanted to go to the titans game, i declined because i had plans for the next day.
i was talking with him today and we were excited that they won.
he was saying that it would be awesome if they won and went to the superbowl.
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I was asked last Friday from a Man that I work with if I wanted to go to the Titans game, I declined because I had plans for the next day. I was talking with him today and we were excited that they won. He was saying that it would be awesome if they won and went to the Superbowl. He said if they won he was considering going and asked if I would like to go. I asked about how much the tickets and airfare would cost. After my jaw dropped I told him there was no way I could afford to do that. He said you don't have to..all you have to do is want to go. He said no strings..we can just go and hang out and have fun. *I'm thinking yeah..I know what this guy makes and there is no way he can afford this. Turns out he is heavy into real estate and has close to 30 homes he rents out. Why are you working here I asked..he said he wanted to be an Air Marshall for fun and he wanted to get his foot in the door. He was already offered the job in another state but because of his real estate business he couldn't leave this area. I'm thinking this is kinda of an expensive date..several of my friends heard that he asked and said that he is a really good guy and that I wouldn't have anything to worry about and they think I should go. As I was leaving he mentioned it again and I said what if they don't win..his answer was we can still go. *Jaw dropped again. So what do you think? Too good to be true..should I even consider this? I have a life time of being naive is this another one of those? I told my daughter after I came to my senses and decided no..her reaction was "Go Titans" that was a total shock coming from her..turns out she wants a T-shirt. *rolls eyes
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Birthday List
by nicolaou inc'mon guys, we can celebrate our birthdays!!!.
post your birthdate here and let us know how you want to get your 'birthday card' (email, post on the board, text message, soaped-up kyliegram!).
my birthday is october 16th and i'd be happy to receive any of the above.. .
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(((email)))
My daughters is on Sept 11 also.
mine is on May 23
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Christmas Pics
by DakotaRed inhere it is, late in the day, christmas is almost over this year.
i hope everyone enjoyed theirs as much as i have enjoyed mine.
i went to my oldest daughters to spend the day with them.
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I have to work tomorrow..for fun I plan on telling as many people Merry Christmas as I can..gee...I hope it doesn't offend the JW's that I work with.
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What should i Do???
by Shytears inin the past few months i have gotton into another depression,or maybe i have been in one for a long time and now its getting worst,whatever the case is,i cant seem to get out of it...i dont have much help any way,i rarely do anything and when i do get out the house its to go to the doctor or some other thing thats not really fun..... .
my brother says its my fault im like this,i just wanted to know if its true,can i help it,or not?he said i did this to myself??
?i was thinking in what way?
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(((Laura)))..
Sounds like you're looking to solve your problems in the wrong way.
First thing ..you are relying on other people to do that for you. You have to be able be happy within yourself and self reliant..there is the less likely hood of being hurt that way..I have learned not to depend on other people..when they are there for you..it's a bonus in life.
There is nothing wrong with being hurt from what others do. You do need to let go of the blame that you are placing on them for not being there for you..as long as you blame others you give them full control of your life and the hurt you feel will only grow. You are the one that needs to be in control.
And if you are looking for that love at a Kingdom Hall..sorry to burst your bubble..the only kind they know is conditional love and it isn't worth responding to..here today gone tomorrow, Who needs that?
I was wondering how old you are?
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Louisville, KY apostates?
by Jesus Christ inseeing as i'm not very good at this whole "savior of the world" thing i'm giving it up and going into the computer networking field.
obviously, there's not much work up here in heaven so i'm having to come down and join you silly mortals.
i'll be moving to louisville, ky. anybody from there that would want to have a little apostafest or something like that?
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There are several of us in Nashville that may not mind a road trip to KY.
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I've never lived
by DanTheMan inbeen doing a lot of reflecting lately, about my life and this crazy world.. fear has dominated my life.
i have barely lived because of it.
i just exist, that's about it.. when i was growing up, it was bullies at school.
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( Dan ))).. You're right the world that we live in really sucks..none of us know if we will have a tomorrow and if we do what about our loved ones ..will they? Larc made the point... "Do we have control over everything?" No! We all have a choice of living or not living while we are here. We can put ourselves in a box and hide out waiting for what ever happens next. What good will that do? By constantly worrying about tomorrow you are passing up life today..There is still a lot of good out there too. I have always had this thing where I wanted to fix everything and have a happy ever after...I wanted that not only for me but for all that I could help..My Stepmother (she is Jewish) said to me not long ago.."Paula we have been waiting on the Messiah for 5800 years and somehow I don't think that you are the Messiah"..Funny how those words let me know that it's not my job to fix things..I can do the best I can to help others other then it's out of my hands. Dan you can run but you can't hide. Don't be afraid to live..Life is what you make of it. If you choose to live unhappy there is no one to blame but yourself. Choose to live and to be happy..look inside yourself and find it first then the rest will fall into place.
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Ok who of you knows?
by bigfloppydog ini thought it would be cute to ask of any of you who could list the names of the santa's reindeer.
in light of the fact that christmas is soon approaching.
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You mean Santa has reindeer?????..
Where was I all those years in school during X-mas time..Oh yeah! I was in the f***ing Library doing reports on why I didn't celebrate X-mas...
*damn.. I'll bet I need more therapy for this...humph..reindeer who would have thought!
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Post your Christmas tree pics here
by WildHorses ini already posted this in another post but i thought it would be nice to have a thread just for everyones trees.
here is mine.
edited to ad a pic of nicole and manuel in front of the tree.
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Our first pagan..er uhhh..I mean X-mas tree