Dan, deep breaths..........in...and out........
Ok,
To get into Bethel means you are special...they can clean toilets for jesus, remember the scripture about one of the prostitutes cleaning Jesus toilet and jesus forgave her for being a prositute?
Not making light of your anger........only seething in it.
And OBTW, my use to be best friend was a Bethelite...she was the harlot in the Creation book......
I am sick now....