Here is my comparison. Though not as physically deadly as the Holocost, the trama is exactly the same. The Jewish population volentarility gave up their guns and any means to defend themselves, trusting the Nazis could never, ever think of extermination. Even when most heard of what was really going on the vast majority would not believe it..... it was beyond comprehension. The same is true with the Printing Company. They love bomb you, or you grow up in the mindset dependent on those around you. How can anyone comprehend a parent or child turning on them? Is it not the same? It is the total disbelief that a human being can actually act like that. It has been since 1986 when I left in the middle of the witch hunts of that time; the utter emotional devastation is not meant to go away. The pain it cost us was as hard of a reality check as the Holocost. But our pain taught us that the Printing Company is EVIL. Sometimes I STILL, after all these years, cannot get my arms around it, that anyone could be that evil. I am afraid, truly afraid, if I do not keep remembering/recalling what happened, it will happen again. I have come to accept that my ability to trust anyone will never develop. I didn't lose it, I never developed the ability in the first place as a born in.
So yes I "cling" to those like those here on this board to confirm over and over again what I went though. I never want to forget, and as long as there is breath in me, I will work to keep remembering. I have to... lest it happens again. This is the cross I carry.