hello N J...welcome. feels good to be free dont it?....;-)
willdabeerman
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I AM A NEWBIE, NEED HELP
by wildfire ini have been lurking around here for some time,,, i personally know laurie fitzwater and what she has gone through we lived in bradenton.
florida in the late 80's .... she is the one telling me to come here for help ,,, a hug ,,, i have a nightmare of a story which involves married to a professed annointed one who made me and my childrens life pure hell on earth....i guess he needed to be replaced as he was df twice and was never a ms or elder..... go figure i suffer from severe depression and post-traumatic stress and have tried to end it all numerous times... but the turning point for me was this demon--inspired internet and all the truth it contains i also read george orwells.. 1984 --big brother is watching ,,,, doublespeak;;;; its us versus them just to name a few of my eye---opening events i have 5 children,,, and only one my baby (16) in the borg....... i really cant go on ,,, i have emailed lady lee and she helped me alot .... but i have to be careful...... there are spies everywhere....i still attend meetings.
to some extent... missed the assembly this weekend tho.. so please be gentle and reasure me.... i am baby--stepping,,, i am doing the work.............
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willdabeerman
wildfire. as everyone else said ur in for an education that will put ur mind at ease. u have many friends here. i hope you stick it out, and come here as often as u can.i was skeptikal(sp) at first myself. and to be honest the only reason i havent done anything stupid is because of people on this board......so in a nutshell.....welcome wildfire..ur amongst REAL friends here...and on the bright side. u dont even have to wake up and get 20 hrs a month to keep us as real friends.;-)....
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What's Your Favorite Quote?
by Perry ini ran across this recently.
so, i guess its my new favorite quote.
"the difference between 'involvement' and 'commitment' is like an eggs-and-ham breakfast: the chicken was 'involved' - the pig was 'committed'.
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willdabeerman
"We're not where we want to be.Were not where we need to be.But thank goodness we're not where we were."
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NEED XMAS IDEAS FOR MEN
by pettygrudger ini have purchased my hubby every tool i think known to man, with the exception of one of those "saw table thingies".
i need some good ideas for a man who seems to own pretty much everything..... interesting "toy" ideas (i.e.
he has a metal detector) would be great too.. what gadgets would you men buy for yourselves if you could?.
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willdabeerman
lamborgini diablo is on my wish list.
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well. i just lost my last family member to the org
by willdabeerman ini just lost my last fleshly brother to the borg.
i am moving this weekend and i need his help.
and i asked him whats up?.
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willdabeerman
well here goes. i just lost my last fleshly brother to the borg. i am moving this weekend and i need his help. and i asked him whats up?.(regarding his beliefs in the org).well he came back at me saying,"why,u having doubts?".i told him well maybe. then he went into his whole crying,pre programmed borg. retaliation."i dont know why ud ever leave the truth,and jehovah?....(boo,hoo).well right know i cant tell you how many tears im crying. that really hurt.my parents already shun me. and know him. my last blood relative that i really respected and really cared for.he just left for the 3 hr trip back to my rents place sobbing..."i knew i shouldent have come up here, i knew . i shouldve listened to mom&dad.i cant talk to you anymore..theres more said that what i describded,but damn. why in the ever loving hell does it hurt so much?.man this sux. i H8 the damn wtbs..with a passion for all the manipulation,andbrain washing!!!!!!!!!man i am so hurt!. i need to go!
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New Here
by rwagoner informer jw..new on the board and glad to see it so active.
the latest round of "new light" in the recent km has reversed the rules and once again my family has been told to shun me.
i da'd in my early 20's after being very active since childhood and have been out of the "borg" now for nearly 18 years.. i look forward to reading and posting as i get more familiar with the names here.. rgw.
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willdabeerman
hey dude,welcome.im fairly new here also. but this place rocks!its cool as hell. hope you enjoy.(if u need beer,i got ur hook up...;-)...) but seriously welcome sir...
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any1from the dc area,va beach,richmond,va?
by willdabeerman inam lookin 4 any1 in the dc,va beach/newport news or richmond areas.email is open.
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willdabeerman
hey maxwell email me.
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"Politically Correct"
by butalbee inpolitically correct dictionary
vertically challenged -- short.
horizontally gifted -- fat.
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willdabeerman
Liquified Grain Storage Facility= beer belly
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50 Lambs Have Arrived Today, We're Gonna Get Em!
by Lin inhere in the dallas area, we now have 50 stuffed lambs that will be distributed to k.h.
's on the afternoon of the 27th!
i can hardly wait!!!
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willdabeerman
korn also has an good song...(hard core rock thought,lots o bass)........(reminds me of the mental pain and the social life killing requirments of the wts)
Here To Stay
This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
With me getting in the way, not by my side
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again
My hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot breath anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore
My mind's done with this
So hey, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time
Driving humbly down the line
Each cut, closer to the vein
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore
I'm here to stay (bring it down)
Bring it down!
Gonna bring it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again
My hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore
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Secret Recording of recent GB Meeting!!!
by Elsewhere inattention!
attention!
i have come into possession of a actual audio recording of a recent gb meeting in which they are discussing the scandals they are having to deal with.... download audio of gb meeting
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willdabeerman
lol...no im gonna go rub red rocket....;)