i started to fall away when the elders called me in for a "impromtu meeting".at the time we were building an assembly hall about 2.5 hrs away.i was up there religously every weekend,using my skills and my time,my tools,my money(gas,wear and tear on my equipment).i just started working in the beer business,and they called me into the meeting,and it began....."well will we really admire what you are doing with the assembly hall.we understand it takes alot of time and money and self sacrifice to do what you are doing,(here goes)...BUT.....the business you are in is not proper. you promote lewd conduct,drunkeness,etc....blah,blah"..all the while after we were done for the day on the ass. hall,espically on sat. evenings some of those brothers were the ones out killing a case of beer in the parking lot(but they dont approve)...then they pull this on me....."you are a well liked ,popular M/S...you have alot of privlages.people look up to you.and we cant have you promoting something so worldly can we?..after all what does Jehovah think about what you are doing?".....well long story short.i started to fall away from the bullshit truth.i met a "wordly chic"...went off got married..and right before i moved west..had a J C meeting...and at first i was feeling a lil guilty. and then something clicked in my head...i realised what was goin on.and i told the 4 brothers(i know j/c's have only 3 elders,but a c/o wanted to sit in).i looked em strait in the eye,jumped up and pointed to each of em and said and i quote..."fuck you,fuck you,fuck you and mother fuck you"..walked out the kh with them saying "please come back,we want to talk to you"... i slammed the door ,gained my life back,and never returned again.im pretty sure im d/f'ed but im not sure...
willdabeerman
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What's The First Step To Leaving The "Trut...
by minimus infor those that have entirely left, what was it that first got you seriously thinking that this really wasn't the truth?
for those that may be in just mentally, you can answer too....
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Why this is such a great site!...
by SpannerintheWorks inwhere else can you go to ask 6000+ people their view on things?
at the push of a button?
and to top it all, almost all of these people ( like me ) have been affected by the wbts in some way!.
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willdabeerman
lol@ shakita...i tatoally agree. its adicting. but at the same time this site is damn cool cuz,its cool to be able to talk to people who actually know where im coming from.i mean you try and talk to some friends about things but if u dont know how the witnesses are and know the details about operations and lingo most of my friends look at me and say..."uh huh...umm ok,ur a lil loony".....so its cool to be able to talk to peeps that know whats up.Thanks Simon....beleive it or not i was about to do some stupid stuff cuz i felt so guilty.but thanks to you(simon,for this site)...and the ones on this site im really starting to make sense out of things,and come around....
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willdabeerman
hello N J...welcome. feels good to be free dont it?....;-)
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I AM A NEWBIE, NEED HELP
by wildfire ini have been lurking around here for some time,,, i personally know laurie fitzwater and what she has gone through we lived in bradenton.
florida in the late 80's .... she is the one telling me to come here for help ,,, a hug ,,, i have a nightmare of a story which involves married to a professed annointed one who made me and my childrens life pure hell on earth....i guess he needed to be replaced as he was df twice and was never a ms or elder..... go figure i suffer from severe depression and post-traumatic stress and have tried to end it all numerous times... but the turning point for me was this demon--inspired internet and all the truth it contains i also read george orwells.. 1984 --big brother is watching ,,,, doublespeak;;;; its us versus them just to name a few of my eye---opening events i have 5 children,,, and only one my baby (16) in the borg....... i really cant go on ,,, i have emailed lady lee and she helped me alot .... but i have to be careful...... there are spies everywhere....i still attend meetings.
to some extent... missed the assembly this weekend tho.. so please be gentle and reasure me.... i am baby--stepping,,, i am doing the work.............
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wildfire. as everyone else said ur in for an education that will put ur mind at ease. u have many friends here. i hope you stick it out, and come here as often as u can.i was skeptikal(sp) at first myself. and to be honest the only reason i havent done anything stupid is because of people on this board......so in a nutshell.....welcome wildfire..ur amongst REAL friends here...and on the bright side. u dont even have to wake up and get 20 hrs a month to keep us as real friends.;-)....
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What's Your Favorite Quote?
by Perry ini ran across this recently.
so, i guess its my new favorite quote.
"the difference between 'involvement' and 'commitment' is like an eggs-and-ham breakfast: the chicken was 'involved' - the pig was 'committed'.
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willdabeerman
"We're not where we want to be.Were not where we need to be.But thank goodness we're not where we were."
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NEED XMAS IDEAS FOR MEN
by pettygrudger ini have purchased my hubby every tool i think known to man, with the exception of one of those "saw table thingies".
i need some good ideas for a man who seems to own pretty much everything..... interesting "toy" ideas (i.e.
he has a metal detector) would be great too.. what gadgets would you men buy for yourselves if you could?.
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willdabeerman
lamborgini diablo is on my wish list.
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well. i just lost my last family member to the org
by willdabeerman ini just lost my last fleshly brother to the borg.
i am moving this weekend and i need his help.
and i asked him whats up?.
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well here goes. i just lost my last fleshly brother to the borg. i am moving this weekend and i need his help. and i asked him whats up?.(regarding his beliefs in the org).well he came back at me saying,"why,u having doubts?".i told him well maybe. then he went into his whole crying,pre programmed borg. retaliation."i dont know why ud ever leave the truth,and jehovah?....(boo,hoo).well right know i cant tell you how many tears im crying. that really hurt.my parents already shun me. and know him. my last blood relative that i really respected and really cared for.he just left for the 3 hr trip back to my rents place sobbing..."i knew i shouldent have come up here, i knew . i shouldve listened to mom&dad.i cant talk to you anymore..theres more said that what i describded,but damn. why in the ever loving hell does it hurt so much?.man this sux. i H8 the damn wtbs..with a passion for all the manipulation,andbrain washing!!!!!!!!!man i am so hurt!. i need to go!
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New Here
by rwagoner informer jw..new on the board and glad to see it so active.
the latest round of "new light" in the recent km has reversed the rules and once again my family has been told to shun me.
i da'd in my early 20's after being very active since childhood and have been out of the "borg" now for nearly 18 years.. i look forward to reading and posting as i get more familiar with the names here.. rgw.
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willdabeerman
hey dude,welcome.im fairly new here also. but this place rocks!its cool as hell. hope you enjoy.(if u need beer,i got ur hook up...;-)...) but seriously welcome sir...
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any1from the dc area,va beach,richmond,va?
by willdabeerman inam lookin 4 any1 in the dc,va beach/newport news or richmond areas.email is open.
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willdabeerman
hey maxwell email me.
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"Politically Correct"
by butalbee inpolitically correct dictionary
vertically challenged -- short.
horizontally gifted -- fat.
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Liquified Grain Storage Facility= beer belly