Intro:
Currenlty I'm inactive. i have only attended occ meeting since 97 and not been in service since 93 i think. You have a witty sense of humor that i enjoy. Actually, when i think of them talking to me
about there intense hatred for jehovah, now i know how they feel-who says jehovah has the right to make all the rules and why can't they just do what they want. Now, in all the years as an active jw, that is what they told me satan says. he wants to rule and not let jehovah make the rules. So by following that patten we are in a sense children of satan. I must tell u-if that really was them talking to me-and i believe it was- it actuallly makes a case for the JW teachings.I had been DF several times and was very bitter. I actually thought Jehovah would guide the elders to see the truth. he didn't. I have been abusesd by just about everyone in my life, in every possible way. I am in therapy and have been for 14 yrs. I have days when i'm better and days when i wish it was over.
I'm very confused abut JW stuff. It is all i know and i do still believe a lot of its teachings. Even when i was active i didn't believe all of it though. Especially when it came to prophecy, it just seemed that they would make stuff up if they wern't sure. I knew elders who sadi they didn't agree
either-but were content to wait on jehovah. There are many bad jw out ther-just as there ar many
bad baptists out there. The conduct of imperfect men does not bother me as much as their
unloving attitude toward those who have made mistakes.It always seemed that if u were in the rijght
crowd" u could screw up as much as u wanted and they'd taake u back. if thye did not alike u-one screw up-your out. I think that is the areq i hav a problem with them.
Edited by - wednesday on 12 September 2002 3:44:16