I went to visit my grandparents yesterday, the first time since April when I told them the sentence the elders imposed upon me.
Yesterday, I lost self-control over what I let my tongue say. I talked to my grandfather about Jeremiah 25:12 and the articles on 607...and the next thing I know, I'm saying very 'disloyal' things about the organization (1925/1975, ect...). I told him I could only believe what the Bible says...not earthling men. I could see by his expression he now believes I am in the "Evil Slave Class" and rebelling against "God". He hurried me away before my mother came to visit...I got the sense that he was worried what she would think if she found me visiting them. My mother would probably tell me never to visit them again.
I shouldn't have said these things to him. But being isolated for so long without seeing friends or family face to face, I've lots of things pent up inside. Out of the heart's abundance, the mouth speaks.