Freedom, it's always a fascinating subject.
A very similair point to yours is what eventually woke me up. I had the thought of everlasting life in paradise, full of meetings, and bible studies for the ressurected, and being on my knees eternally sorry for my prior sinful state, and that of my forefathers. Sounds wonderful doesn't it? Mans failed course = God's touchstone for control, and eternal dictatorship, freedom who needs it? I found it interesting that in the story that a 1/3 of the angels got bored with doing it Gods way, and decided freedom was well worth whatever the consequences. Think about how much more insight they must have had, and how bad it must have been, for them to make that decision.