Godsendconspirator

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  Seen smoking a cigarette

  by Godsendconspirator in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i won't say i got "caught" because that would imply i was keeping my habit hidden.

  i'm tired of constantly doing that with these guys.

  yesterday, my friend and i were waiting for some people and decided to smoke a cigarette to pass the time.

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  I think I've finally been disfellowshipped

  by Godsendconspirator in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  it wasn't my preferred method of leaving but at least i'm as far as i can be from this cult.

  over 2 years ago i've tried to fade out but i guess i did it too drastically.

  i live in nyc so the entire territory is walkable and everybody in the congregation live pretty close by.

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  Heavy metal

  by Godsendconspirator in

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  2. entertainment

  i have always loved heavy metal music (thrash metal to be more specific).

  since heavy metal is usually associated with satan and occult themes many christians and jws in particular stray away from it.

  in my teenagehood i was listened to it obsessively until i started studying and got baptized at age 18 and i started listening to other genres.

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  Muay Thai

  by Godsendconspirator in

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  2. physical

  i remember posting in here a long while ago about starting to learn muay thai.

  i think it's been 2 years since i've stopped regularly attending meetings.

  and one of things i set out to do when i left was join a muay thai gym.

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  Disassociating

  by Godsendconspirator in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  hey guys.

  don't really post here much, mostly just lurk around.

  so here's just backstory: in 2012, after about half a year of research i decided to leave the organization.

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  Martial Arts?

  by Godsendconspirator in

  1. social
  2. physical

  i have always had a love for martial arts (didn't know how to fight, just admire what the human body can do), but since jdub-land banned it, i just kinda forgot about it.

  i admire nate quarry (an 'apostate' mma fighter) and i have been boxing for a year now.

  i decided to switch over to muay thai.

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  Question

  by Godsendconspirator in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  has the gb announced that they alone are the fds yet or released any literature on it?.

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  Anybody else noticed this?

  by Godsendconspirator in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  1 john 4:8 ~ "...god is love.

  " self explanitory.. 1 corinthians 13:4 ~ "...love is not jealous..." so since god is love, that would mean he is not jealous as well, right?....

  exodus 34:14 ~ "because jehovah, whose name is jealous, he is a jealous god".

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