It sounds to me like you are just inactive and nothing been announced. You have successfully faded. Well done, many tried and failed then things are ruined for them. This is great, you will not be shunned if you were living with a girlfriend or smoking or something else that goes against their rules, as you are not know as a witness. You would be viewed as an interested person and get invited to gatherings and BBQs.
you can use this to your advantage and have the best of both worlds. Go to gatherings parties and give them hope you may return to Jehovah one day.
you can easily become JWlite now and have contact with JWs. You will be love bombed when you go back but be very careful not to say anything like you want to come back ‘in the truth’ you are still undecided as far as they need to know, be very careful what you say.
give them a little hope that you May become a believer again but you need time. You can milk this indefinitely if you want.
watch the latest Feb broadcast there is a section near then the new original song showing different ones who were inactive for years and then shows some who were reactivated but you don’t want to let this happen just get the love bombing going on for an indefinite period of time it’s like eating the bait without getting caught on the hook.
in the music video one chap who becomes inactive for years is called on by two elders, he invites them in for a chat and possibly leads them on. They invite him back to a meeting and he gets love bombed beyond measure.
why not try it and please let us know how it goes? You can stay JWlite indefinitely and have the best of both worlds. Eat the bait without getting caught in the trap.