Thank you for admitting you loved having NO responsibility. (I’m sure you loved Jehovah too.)..I always felt that love of the carefree life was a motivating factor for many Witnesses pioneering
It is sadly so true. Everything about being a JW is about shirking normal responsibilities (if your "spiritual")
Pioneering is EASY, being an ELDER is easy. (compared to real life)
It's all simple makework in which you are not graded on, evaluated, or accountable in any meaningful way.
You are praised for wasting your time doing nothing.
LongHairGal - Thanks for the well wishes, I appreciate it! Getting out of the cult around 50, never having saved, or planned for the future makes a game of catchup only possible if I strike gold:)
I am just happy I got out before my kids (we had them late cuz keeping kingdom interests first) were damaged and would have missed out on a normal life.
"Just slaving for the lord" = Just wasting time, being lazy, and peeling off calendar days till the Big A comes!
THEN - we can all Live in a big house with a Stream running through it!