I wasn't snooty. That was my sister, she's still a jw. I was always afraid Jehovah was going to zap me. I tried hard to live up to the rules. One day I just said "to hell with it all." Then I found out the WTS was a fraud, a bunch of
liers. Now I am free. If I am destroyed it will be on my terms, not those of the WTS. So there!!