Also, I want to thank heartofaboy and charikio for your kind support. :-)
fergal
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Buddhist, Gay, and in Love with a Jehovah Witness
by fergal inmy name is augusto and i'm a 24 gay male, who practices buddhism since i was born.
where i work i was lucky enough to meet a wonderful guy who has been sort of my friend for quite some time.
when i say sort of, it is because since january we are not able to have any communication out of work.
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Buddhist, Gay, and in Love with a Jehovah Witness
by fergal inmy name is augusto and i'm a 24 gay male, who practices buddhism since i was born.
where i work i was lucky enough to meet a wonderful guy who has been sort of my friend for quite some time.
when i say sort of, it is because since january we are not able to have any communication out of work.
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fergal
Jworld, I'm so thankful for your advice. Yesterday it was such a hard day for me, as most of the people tell me the contrary. However, during my prayer I asked the universe to show me whether this is worth or not. My main dilemma is that I don't want him to have to part from his family or friends, but I guess I can be strong enough to accompany him through that. I will stick out for him and be there for him and love him not expecting anything back. I am pretty sure that the best will for both of our lives will manifest. Jworld, I am so glad you're happy now with someone who truly loves you and that you embrace yourself. I am sure you will be eternally happy. :-)
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Buddhist, Gay, and in Love with a Jehovah Witness
by fergal inmy name is augusto and i'm a 24 gay male, who practices buddhism since i was born.
where i work i was lucky enough to meet a wonderful guy who has been sort of my friend for quite some time.
when i say sort of, it is because since january we are not able to have any communication out of work.
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fergal
Yes, he's known I am gay since the beginning, I'm pretty open about that because I base my life on being sincere. Second, he does know, I texted him I loved him and well the way I look at him and all that stuff. I am pretty sure because I've seen him check out guys and he never talks about girls. Also, he sees marriage as something in the very far future almost impossible. There are certain attitudes he has, I used to have back when I was in the closet. That makes me think that way. Unless, he tells me I will never know but there are many pieces to the puzzle.
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Buddhist, Gay, and in Love with a Jehovah Witness
by fergal inmy name is augusto and i'm a 24 gay male, who practices buddhism since i was born.
where i work i was lucky enough to meet a wonderful guy who has been sort of my friend for quite some time.
when i say sort of, it is because since january we are not able to have any communication out of work.
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fergal
Thank you all very much for your support. I will try to not let any feelings grow. As for him converting me is out of the question, I have a pretty strong faith. I will still cheer him and support him here work. Thank you all!
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Buddhist, Gay, and in Love with a Jehovah Witness
by fergal inmy name is augusto and i'm a 24 gay male, who practices buddhism since i was born.
where i work i was lucky enough to meet a wonderful guy who has been sort of my friend for quite some time.
when i say sort of, it is because since january we are not able to have any communication out of work.
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fergal
Hello everyone,
My name is Augusto and I'm a 24 gay male, who practices Buddhism since I was born. Where I work I was lucky enough to meet a wonderful guy who has been sort of my friend for quite some time. When I say sort of, it is because since January we are not able to have any communication out of work. This saddened me alot, and I did not talk to him for a week, and then little by little everything went back to normal. However, I am still puzzled by all the things I've read about this organization, the watchtower, it makes me wonder how much suffering he must be going through. He knows I love him, and he seems to correspond to my feelings, but not being able to talk to him or see him out of work makes everything so hard. He told me we should be co-workers only, however our treatment is different, he only talks to me, we buy food together, we're pretty close. Lately, he's been talking about moving out of his house, he lives with his parents. It seems he's going through a lot of pressure, but I don't want to ask him as he always tells me he's fine. This guy never explained to me how his religion operates, he just once told me he needed to work on his relationship with god and concentrate on work. By the way, he has a lot of gay tendencies but of course he has never acknowledged that. Well, I just would like to know how should I handle this situation in order to protect him, besides what I feel for him, I want him to be happy first of all. If any of you have gone through something alike I would certainly appreciate feedback. Thank you very much.